haiz.

lolx i dunno what to name this post...and 'haiz' sighed.

today watched finish goong...and i cried again...lolx its so rare that i will cry at a rewatch discs...but yea i cried. i just can't stand it so i was sitting there and crying...=/
still rmb how i was so affected by it? lolx. yea...i was very affected by it and i think i still m because i still feel numb inside. emo? depress?

just heard the song that was in the discs that haiman wanted me to burn (well i 'accidentally' ripped the disc into my comp). it brought back lots of memories. my heart just froze there for a while but the person i viewed was different. not heem...it was different. it was scary.

today went to mr toh's tuition. it was different. different way of teaching. i dunno if i will like this way of teaching...i dunno if i can get use to this way of thinking. maybe daddy said it correctly...i should just try to open my mind and accept new things...maybe i just should maybe using the textbk izzt that bad after all...at least someone is tutoring me i mean it is not like i have no tuition at all...maybe having a friendly teacher is not bad after all...i mean at least can ask whatever i want to ask. but the answer is not that good...not as good as it used to be. den what should i do? but den studies...grades are always base on self i should not be basing on teachers. still rmb the words that mr chen first said when he steppeed into my class for his first lsn with us? he sae that whatever we are studying, we are studying on our own and the teachers are just there to help like he was just there to help. getting help from one more person is already very good. hester dun ask for more! yea maybe i shouldn't be thinking so much.

oh yea and den tmr we have the garage sell (i dunno if i spelled it correctly). and if i m not wrong it should be at toh guan road. those who are interested in buying cheap stuffs can always come! =D

ok this is a 180 degree change from the emo gal lolx. yea...well thank you. though i dunno why i m saying thank you just wanna sae thank you for those who are reading and being my listener...=) though you dun really listen but yea at least you are here to read? lolx