Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

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Friday, March 30, 2007
3/30/2007 08:10:00 pm

weekends

haiz. it is the weekends already which means two days later it will be week three and it also means that it is four more weeks to mid year =/ how bad can life be. today is just the end of week2 and we already got our exam time table >< haiz. life is usual. today missed cca for nrp at ntu. well ntu is nice inside and they have mac in their canteen which is like a dollar plus plus cheaper than the ones outside. and the amount is the same. well it was kinda a short talk. very waste of time. but at least now i noe who is cheng lu. she will be my working partner for nrp. and she is in hwa chong now j1. whoa. haiz. hwachong = clever ppl =/ i wonder if i can make it my project title is 'Colours of Seashells' sounds really nice and really interesting. i hope the research itself will be like this, nice and interesting.

well life still goes on. syf in 12 days i think...well it is the next next wed. 11th. i hope we will be able to do well. acs barker's drama club is like so damn lucky. they have such a big theatre with such nice facilities. wish we have the same thing.

maths rawk my socks! lolx. i totally love maths, love the way choy teaches it, love the way it is form...love the magic in it =) i really think that this magic is performed due to the fact that it is created by human that is why watever and however we do it will always work. welll who knows. the world is secretive.

been doing english essay for the past few days and the word limit is really killing me. i have 900++ words when i m suppose to have it in 600++ =/ how the hell can i edit it lah. my topic is on global warming, so naturally i will go blabber blabber blabber on about all this. well it is really very scary lor. should we adapt to it or prevent it? the earth is dying...but if we adapt to it we might be able to live longer but by preventing it we might be able to do the same. i m not so sure. should we or should we not? global warming...is killing mother earth. did she betray us, or are we the ones betraying her? these are questions that attacks the moral of a person...should we stop using aircon? should we stop cutting down trees for paper and furniture? there are many many many unanswered questions. i feel so damn guilty...

i love chem too! lolx. bonding...qa...lolx it is fun. well watever i m doing now i love it and i dun wanna change it. let's just keep studying...

"NERDY HESTER!!!"

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Monday, March 26, 2007
3/26/2007 06:31:00 pm

life with a tap nose

lolx. yea i used finish three packet of tissue paper ok can sae that it is four well >< my nose is seriously breaking down and turning into a tap. now i depend so much on tissue paper =/

today is the start of week two actually nth much to blog about lah just the fact that i went home with charm today =) yippeee!!! lolx. it is like dunno how long in dunno how many weeks. well and today i m back early finally! just realised that there is chem test today. and about polar...and non polar...wth is that lolx.

the weather now is crazily warm just hope that i won't melt before sun sets ;)

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Saturday, March 24, 2007
3/24/2007 12:33:00 am

debates.acs barker

well today we had our debates at acs barker. and er..we won and lost. well in a way, we won queenstown secondary, but we din have enough points to go on to the next round so er we were kicked out! yuppx. happy that we won; sad that we din go to the next round. yea mix feelings.

saw him lolx. it is happy feeling. well inflatuation, nth else. lolx.

yea my english is bad...i acknowledges that fact just dun dump into right into my face. =/ i want to live live as normally as hester would live that is all...><

weekend started. from forty mins ago. counting down with eleven hwk on my list...=) sat and sun here i come! =)

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Friday, March 16, 2007
3/16/2007 12:45:00 am

el secondary1 orientation/0.5bizarre outing

ok today was super busy. well though it is already past 12 midmight but i will stil be talking about 15th of march. well ariel's birthday lolx. but anyway early in the morn i woke up, i do my hwk. gt so engross (cuz i was doing maths ;)) that i went out of the house late. so i was kinda late for cca, well my expected timing to reach school. it is sec one orientation. jess was supposed to come and help me but she went out of k box instead >< well so i m left with this thing all alone. i really feel so lucky that i have the sec twos juniors who were so nice and den dorothy came back and den there was jiamin. really thanks to them =) well though it is the shortest sec one orientation ever but i bet that they enjoyed (i hope) themselves in water, and entanglement. well i really felt a sense of achievement when i saw the teams entangled themselves from such a dead knot. well there was some 'i dun wanna hold that guy's hand' thingy with the sec ones but well they still held on and ended the game as it should be. =)

den i rushed to vivo city after that for 0.5bizarre outing =) we watched blood and chocolate! it is about werewolves. we walked into there thinking that it is a horror movie, but den there was the kissing scene and den we all went 'yea right who was the one who sae it is a horror movie' and the culprit is leong guo feng lolx. but den it is really a nice movie lah. nice plot, nice transformation between werewolves and human beings. lolx. i like this show a lot. must watch! lolx hahs. but i still dun get it how it leads to the title 'chocolate'...

well...now my throats hurt even more... >< think cuz i was so naughty and can't control myself and stole a big piece of popcorn from geri. but it is only one... haiz. and den i talk too much also. now it is like super pain and super dry. even when laughing and yawning all gt no sound already >< I WANT MY VOICE BACK!!!

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Thursday, March 15, 2007
3/15/2007 10:26:00 am

MY VOICE!

>< my voice is more sexy! lolx. and it is more low...hmmm...and my throat is really sore. you noe the el junior yi ling izzt? i dun really know her name but now my voice is like hers >< and i m coughing like hell too. boo. i want my lovely voice back lolx. ok lah it is not exactly lovely but still i want my voice back. actually this voice i have now is not that bad after all too lolx. it is sexy! lolx. hahs

left with four hwk four BIG hwk. to be exact. >< well have to hype up and jiayou finish them all up before tmr when the motion will come out. jiayou jiayou hester!!!

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Tuesday, March 13, 2007
3/13/2007 10:49:00 pm

life =)

ok today's activity is totally life. lolx. full of life i should sae.

firstly in the morn, i rushed a little hwk (well can't do much when i slp late and woke up late) anyway. yea den after that took train to vivo city.

saw this mother and her two daughters in the train. the mother was carrying the younger one sitting on the seat while the older of the two daughters was sitting on another seat. then after clementi there was a few elderly came on the train. the mother like a typical mother ask her daughter to let the old man sit, let the old lady sit. and the daugther like a typical 8 years old was so shy, that after like 3 stops den she let her seat out. well. and do you noe wat the mother was doing, she was letting her younger daughter suck on her nipper! >< i can totally see her breast, cuz she izzt wearing any bra, and den her daughter wanted to suck and den she just let her suck. it is somehow like very...disgusting, unaware of the surrounding in a public area ><

ok anyway that was in the train. den after that met el ppl at vivo city, celebrate her birthday. ate at marche. well ok lah the food was very nice and very feeling even though the amount that they gave was super little. gt to knoow a little bit more about vivo. well =) and den gt to know a little bit more about ariel too. haiz. too bad grace is not here today lor. >< felt kinda uneasy too so well went home early.

and den it was den that i realise that i was really sick. well i sat 963 home and slept all the way to bukit panjang. the trip was unusually short and well the slp was good. and den after that took 190 homme. well den i took my temp and to my horrid, it was 38.1! >< i m having a fever. so i slept, without the fan, the door closed the window closed, under thick blanket and went to well slp. lolx. an hour later, i realise i still haben eaten panadol yet, so i went to eat and den went back to slp. well panadol is really useful, my fever immediately went down a little and i was sweating like mad in like half an hour time. well. it useful.

well i think i will skip the hanakimi part. After hanakimi, my WHOLE familiy went to see doc. my dad sae he gt ulcer, so he went to see doc. my mum sae she nid to gt medicine, so went to see doc too. while me i just gt a fever, duh i nid to see the doc. well the doc was very nice. my mum told him that i wanna be a doc in future, so for my illness, he explained in details to me you noe =) it is so nice of him. he sae that it is cuz of my throat that gt infected by virus, den they send msg to brain to increase the thermo-sth den after that, because the temp is higher, so you will feel colder cuz your body temp is not so high yet, den when it is so high, the temp will be back to normal and at that time yor body temp is already at that high temp so you will have fever. fancinating izzt? lolx. den after that my mum told me about my pimples and all that. so he explained to me about the pimples, and how it eventually form to acne. well he is nice. i m motivated. i must perserve on and work hard! he sae that to be a doc nid to study for five years. =/ my youth will be gone by then but nvm i m determined i want to be a doc. oh yea, den it is like, my dad he gt x-ray his knees cuz they are making sound. lolx. that is abit crude well but that is the fact. anyway yea den he let us see the x-rays. it is so cool. den after that my mum nid to have blood test, so i also see how he poke the needle in and den get the blood out. well it looks scary, and when you think of it as he is helping you to poke you will defintely freak out, but den if you think that it is you who is doing it and helping the patient to poke the needle in, it duzzen feel so bad after all. well. this doc is cool. =)

oh god feel the fever coming in again. well better go and rest le =)

happy birthday jiayi
happy birthsay ningqian
happy birthday ariel
=)=)=)

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Saturday, March 10, 2007
3/10/2007 04:09:00 pm

vacations

finally it is the march hols. but den i still have lots of committments, hwks and everyday i will be out of the house >< well is this still holidays? haiz. yesterday's debates, we lost. jeremiah still treated us. >< yea well it is right, i do feel guilty. well. against evergreen and we lost. we stil lost. we lost again. well. yea it is true that this will be a lsn that we all learn. yea we will all learn...

doing hwk. suddenly realise that constellations are so ncie! and interesting lolx. i tis really fasinating. wow...really cool esp ariels it is make up of five points =) so i think i only have four lines. can lah. i think i can make it lolx.

hahs life is like so sian lah...i m gonna stuff myself with drama series again. =) tata

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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
3/07/2007 11:53:00 pm

panda eyes

>< been slping super late these few days >< so late that wheneva i m in school super funny things happen like today, when walking to the bus stop, i was turning my head to the back to ask them if bus 166 can take to harbourfront (for debates). well den i BANGED into the lamp post - -''' lolx. anyway yea, i literally banged into the lamp post and den couldn't stop laughing. it was super funny lah cuz if i walk a little more my head will have blue black already XD lolx. it is very funny. well...it is so nice of them to let me to continue laughing, cuz it is really true that its been so long since i laugh so happily. thinking back, three years past le...it is so fast to be true lah. i can still rmb what happened at that period of time so clearly. XX haiz. let's not talk about the memories.

haiz. there is this physics prac that i totally dunno how to do >< i dunno if i should do anot lor i mean i dunno how to do >< JESS you sae you wanna let me see how you do it one! =/ haiz. charm is sick again, and this time fri - sun she gt ug camp. i hope she will recover soon. poor charm. why are you so weak ah? haiz.

anyway it is super late and i nid to go going in research and phsyics well...tata. lolx

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Sunday, March 04, 2007
3/04/2007 07:55:00 pm

my girl

FINALLY!!! i watched finish my girl =) oh god i m so happy! lolx. i watched till 4.30am =) well and i watched finish everything =) IN A DAY!!! =) i m gonna rewatch definitely but den now im satisfied. =) well i like the whole thing so darn much...i mean it is like only 16 episode, but it ended very nicely and not abruptly (like most drama series) and well the content was good, focus and really there is tension, and you can't help but to continue watching. damn...i wanna rewatch. =) my girl rox!

lolx. i din touch books at all this weekend well...guess i will now. lolx

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Thursday, March 01, 2007
3/01/2007 08:30:00 pm

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i cried again today... Got back my chi and my physics. i failed one. wanna guess? well it is physics >< haiz. by a mark. and do you know why? cuz i took 1 inch = 2.540m. >< it should be 1 inch = 2.540cm >< haiz. well that took away most of the marks that i should get, causing me to fail terribly with one mark.

ok let's not talk about it. tmr think getting back the rest of the tests. i dun want it to be crying friday. I DUN WANT!!!

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