Tuesday, October 31, 2006
10/31/2006 11:48:00 pm
from eileen!!!
Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the Fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.
I miss somebody right now.I do not watch tv these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.I love to play video games.
I have tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.I have changed mentally over the last year.I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I curse.
I'm totally smart.I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.I love sushi.I talk really, really fast.I have long hair.I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.I am usually pessimistic.I have a lot of mood swings.I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.I have a lot of friends.I am currently single.I have pecked someone of the same sex. [mum]I enjoy talking on the phone.I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.Enjoy window shopping.I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.i dislike...lolxI'm a pretty good dancer.I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.I believe in God.I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.I have a lot to learn.I'm shy around members of the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend.I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.I am happy at this moment!I'm obsessed with guys.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I study for tests most of the time.I am comfortable with who I am right now.I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.I'm proficient in a musical instrument.I worked at McDonald's restaurant.I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.I can't whistle.I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.I have ridden/owned a horse.I still have every journal I've written in.I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.I have jazz in my blood.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.I only clean my room when necessary.I like a person of the same sex. [best friends]I love being happy.I am an adrenaline junkie.
` The End
~Now ... tag the 1st 3 ppl
- grace
- weilin (junior)
- winnie
expressing the emptiness inside me..
10/31/2006 03:53:00 pm
0.5 bizarre 2005/2006
this post is delicated to all 2b'06 ppl. =)
firstly i want to apologise for being the first prson who started crying...it was accidental? but still i will really miss all of you...i m reluctant to let go of this class cuz whenever i think of the fact that we came from different schools and actually had the fate to be in the same class and be good friends...it really touches me and i think it is really a remarkable effort...
next...
peixian: to me you have always been a da jiejie...with all your knowledge, i learn from you in all ways. thank you for letting me noe you...i will never forget you
rita: lolx learning from you ;) hope i will be more than just your digital media fren i want to be there to learn from you too...and the best thing is thankz for listening and answering my doubts through msn =)
charmaine: ello dear...though yesterday i said that we might be in the same class cuz same combi...but i very scare because of the difference in results we might not...but i will pray hard everyday that we will...i believe in fate. and you must too :)
eileen: my another da jiejie the mature you taught me a lot too =) i will never forget you de and will not judge you from wat happened last year...you have changed a lot and really m happy for you...but the bare fact that we will not be in the same class next year really kinda saddened me...
tzehui: actually i m kinda scared of you cuz of your loud voice and roughness...always pushing here and there but after the class chalet after those many rounds of manjong i find you rather motherly lolx. yea motherly =)
fengye: though i dun really talk to you...you said that you wanted to come to the chalet one!!! but anyway a chinese pro you are and really please to meet you
geraldine: geri i dunno wat to sae but i will certainly miss you and i really hope that you won't forgt about those wonderful times last year and this year all the projects that we have gone through all the different things that we had done...your da jiejie feeling...i will never forget and really hope that you will always rmb me
kexin: ello kexin...rmb the first time i saw you you had long hair lolx and i love playing with your hair to tell you the truth you are the first person i ever played with the hair and i simply envy your hair...now you are taller than me le lolx and certainly darker...will never forget your fashion taste =)
jhosy: first impression of you is certainly your doll look i still rmb that at that time i was still thinking and really questioning myself that such a look actually existed in real life and you had certainly fulled my life with your accents ;)
qinai: not very close to you and dun really talk to you either find you rather normal except the fact that you like to play guy's games not that that is not normal just that it is really rather rare to play it better than the guys =) jiayou!
zhiyi: i wil forever rmb you as the chem pro! lolx you are a quiet one and i had always rmb you as a quiet one until yesterday when you were talking so much in the chalet lolx i saw the other side of you =)
shixian: you are a stylish one too =) i still rmb the time when you were in cast...that must be a very painful part of your life but hmmm...to tell you the truth i dun know much about you sorrie
yeejin: the cao you mei li de ;) dun murder me!!! lolx yea yeejin...lolx your fashion taste is good too and you are really a da jiejie also lor...=) thanks for being my friend and dun forget about me i still want to be your can-say-ello-when-along-the-corridor the type of friend ok?
yingting: although not ver close to you but still rather worry about you because of the friends that you have must promise the whole class gals that you will take care of yourself and respect yourself ok? you are indeed worrying...
michelle: michelle i think you are very pretty you noe...you have that elegant style about you lolx. yea it is true. yes we know each other through gladys and i really must thank her for letting me know such a nice friend like you =)
xiuhan: sometimes you are so irritating...sometimes you are so hilarious that no one can stand...sometimes you are really needed...sometimes you are really so detestable...xiuhan thankyou for understanding me and making my year so happy thanks for sitting in front of me thankz for being in the same class as jeryl last time...thankz for being such a good fren...
qiongshan: i really dunno if you will read this but that it really pains me to know that we will not be in the same class next year and the friendship that we had put up for the past two years will be gone just like that...i had always look up to you as a role model for having good results and your determination and self-control over things...i really look up to you
winnie: our class chairperson...you are also one of the people that i will miss so darn much! i will always rmb our red-like-tomato face that cute style of yours...take care of yourself ok? i will definitely miss 2b, 2b and still 2b
yunrou: thanks for all the consolation and all those things that you have helped me in...i like your attitude your enthu attitude must rmb me...i will always be thinking about the times when you sit in front of me ;)
yueting: laogong! =) laogong dun xiu le wo ok? lolx i will not forget the times when you bully charm one lolx
stella: stella i have always look up to you, your look, your talents really are remarkable, hope we will get along well in the future in the same class...i hope we will be good frens and really have the same type of thinking...will miss you a lot if we are not in the same class..
weilin: the last gal...lolx i will not forgt your monalisa and all your craps...booohoohoo weilin i will miss you a lot must think of me hor...must rmb me hor...must hor!
khengchuan: the first guy. lolx i will rmb you as the guy sitting behind, the cleaniness rep and also the person with ****** hope we can be that kind of saying-ello-when-walking-along-the-corridor the friends ok? lolx i will also not forget you and your talents in dancing, and in cid thanks for making the cid chinese so successful
benjamin: hey ben after going to nus must rmb us and not forgt us ok? will rmb you as the pro in math and sci, in eng and chi guy lolx. you are a all-rounder. peifu! =)
nanjun: lolx still can't believe that you are addicted to devil besides you. you are the first guy that i met that is addicted to it you noe? lolx really wanna thank you for not leaving me all alone during cid humanities cluster together with kc and gf you three help me complete wat was left uncompleted really thankz
guofeng: been friends ever since the start of last year got to know you more and got to know that you have been treating me as a competitor all along. stil wanna sae that really happy to meet you and noe all your wonderful ideas (sometimes stupid though) you should really put them all to good use and you will be a wonderful person.
junjie: still dun understand how we came good friends last year. all the best for the coming years
junyi: omg i think your hand is like unreal can it is actually bigger than nj's lolx. you are really good with poems and really look up to you in that =)
zunsiong: lolx. your name is kinda complicated so sorrie if i spelled them wrongly again. you are the thickest skin person i ever met and i actually knew you before we were in the same class lolx. thanks for telling me how to do the compre that time with wat you told me i managed it thankz =)
qinhui: the red ring guy lolx. though dunno much about you...but still dun forget 2b hor.
khinyin: number 32. the person who was always scolded by tia. all the best for your coming years.
lianghui: i will never forget you and all the times that we had during the chalet on the same manjong table. i will also not forget your good leading skills as the dc when you noe about eveeryone...i look up to you =)
wanchi: lolx my home-econ partner lolx. mr smiles. you are too tall lolx and thanks your mum for us for helping us light up the pit lolx.
edwin: know you since p2 le yet now we look like strangers...though i dun really mind but still dun forget 2b hor.
that's it. thankz everyone...for in the same class as me and thankz fate...for putting us together...
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006
10/25/2006 08:10:00 pm
depressed...
being with the class for a longer period of time...i m more and more attached to the class le...today suddenly broke down in front of my parents with some very ridiculous reason...but i reasoned it out to being too reluctant to be away from 2b...i really will miss 2b alot...esp charm i think...it is very unlikely that we get into the same class and...i really feel so sad...i wonder if she will change in the future...will she still be like now relying on me which make me feel so happy...i need her at my side in class...and i will really miss her...just wanna sae that i will always be there for you when you need me...charm...
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006
10/24/2006 06:39:00 pm
bills
woo...just kinda scare by my mum that our electrical bills are 400+++, den she was feeling so sad and worried about it and do you noe why it was so high? it was because she looked at the numbers wrongly and sent the numbers to them wrongly when it was suppose to be like cheaper than all the other months yet now it is like three times more...omg really really scare me like hell!!! ahh...mummy stop scaring me lah!!! ><
goong
anyway i m really addicted to GOONG!!! woot. i feel that hor shin yue like yue hao hor. lolx i mean it is like i like it when he is good with caijing and i hope that he will treat her good and there will be a happy ending...i watch till er 16th episode le everyday hope to watch at least 3 discs...and soon i will watch finish le!!! =)
charm's birthday
i will definitely not forgt this day when it is charm's birthday =) we went to fish&co. damn ex can...and till now i still haben bought my flipflops when i could have used that money for lunch for the flipflops...haiz. anyway i really hope charm likes her present...she ended up wearing the skirt given by geri and jhosy. i gave charm a friendship bacelet, a name keychain and a hp pouch...hope she will like them. i hereby wich her...HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARM!!!
lolx yuppx that is my day and this coming sat is my theory exam le realy like my teacher she is like so sweet...lolx ><
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Friday, October 20, 2006
10/20/2006 09:32:00 pm
el production--Macbeth the Lecture
FINALLY! el production is over. being a guy in the past few rehearsals have been freaky i really very scare that i will change into a guy after this play lolx. kinda glad that it is over le been long since i blogged. these few days i should sae the two weeks after exams have been busy with the never ending rehearsals but i think it was all worth it after today's performance really proud of all of them =) i m acting as Macbeth and Ariel is my wife, grace is my good fren ok maybe best fren lolx but i was so bad that i actually wanted to snatch her job >< lolx anyway we are doing modern day macbeth play and jess is so pretty lolx. EL WAN SUI!!! EL ROX!!!
the seniors came back today, was feeling even more apart from them but still i really miss them the times that we spent together..the fun and laughter...they have already became memories...beautiful and wonderful, unforgettable memories. a lot of things happened and i really just want to sae to jiayou everyone esp ariel...dun think so much k? been long since i really talked to charm miss her a lot...wonder wat to give her for her birthday. still wondering... lolx
exams results all gotten back....though not as good as i had expected but i think it is alright ba...been in the struggle between triple science and double science...wat should i take? which one is better? i really nid someone to tell me the answer...i dun want to take nine subjects but if i were to take triple science i have no choice but to take nine subjects...even now at five subjects i m already not very stable, wat will happen when i take nine subjects...really relaly very worry. can someone tell me?
feeling very glad that el production is over now i nid to concentrate on THIMUN...but first i will watch finish goong! lolx oh yea and piano theory, it is going to be on the 28th nov next sat. so first i will concentrate on piano den thimun. yuppx JIAYOU!
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Saturday, October 14, 2006
10/14/2006 06:44:00 pm
RVHS open house
rv today open house very very very tired cuz the sichou model things always fall out.
felt sonjia very very very auntie
el very cool
embarrassed myself in front of the visitors
x-men rocks
magic show is about science lolx
i rox lolx kai wan siao.
haiwei is cool too
thankz ariel, jhos and kc for helping in the making of the model =)
felt really bad today and last night after knowing but...i will let go luckily it wasn't deep.
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Friday, October 13, 2006
10/13/2006 09:08:00 pm
DETENTION!
omgomgomg can i you believe it? me, hester lau chang qi, actually gt detention???!!! lolx actually it is not like i m so guai until i can't possibly gt detention but it iss just that the only school rule that i disobey and i kana punished le. haiz. sui....but den this also teach me to just obey the rules >< and do you noe wat we did? we er move the tables from the hall to the galery. it was very very very tiring. and it is totally different from my thinking of a detention. lolx i mean in those story books you learn about detention as sitting in a classroom and all that and definitely no moving of tables. lolx yea but i think it was a good exercise. lolx for 1h 15mins.
oh yea el having production leh it is on 20th Octocber which is next friday so these few days had been busy with the rehearsals every day, very intense this week and i actually feel kinda glad that i have el as i gt to be with my el mates which is like been long since we actually talk. i still miss them now lah lolx. my laopo -ariel though er it is not real lolx. but it is really nice thinking about it but not nice thinking of how angry she was...lolx and my very best bud grace =) lolx. and definitely the imaginer jose. lolx and my very very nice audience jess. lolx and of cuz the rest of el.
realise xiaohan was a nice guy after all. think i should change my perspective and really look at him in another way like wat ariel said. i think i have to thank ariel for this cuz i was really able to see him in another way after her kinda advice or lecture. i shouldn't be too 'gao gao zai shang' i should be humble. humble. humble. yea humble. i love friends! i mean they are the ones who shape you and i want to be there for them too ok?
tmr is rvhs open house. everyone must come hor cuz i gt a booth! lolx shared with my three other cid chinese cluster teammates lolx and of cuz dun forgt the el booth it one and only eldds in rvhs (CRAP! XP) i love el i love rvhs tmr i will enjoy and nva forgt =)
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
10/08/2006 01:17:00 pm
mid-autumn fest II
lolx yuppx this fest is celebrated with my family, cousins and aunts, uncles. lolx we babecued at changi IN THE HAZE! darn the haze lah it was really smoky and smelly and really eeek! i can't even see the land across the sea lor cuz of that haze. but i feel that hmmm...stingrays are nice they are so yummmy though hot and i finally through sambal very delicious just er hot only lor lolx. meimei very cute but...realise that i m not close to them at all...except hayden ba. lolx i dunno... anyway it is really enjoyable seeing the plane flying over our heads and so close to the trees really cool! =) and den more than half of the plane that landed right are SQ which is like so proud of them =) i love SINGAPORE!!! my cousins and i were like so funny lolx we actually wrote on the bench WELCOME TO SINGAPORE! lolx it was really fun... and den there was this swing which is like really omg...so high lolx but very fun only butt will pain lolx. exams over and i m already playing like mad. yesterday slept very late think should be three ba. cuz reading fruit basket. though a bit outdated but omg akito is a gal lolx and i kinda think it is a waste the yuki think tohru as a mother only i dunno but i think that tohru dun really match kyo. and tohru's parents they love is like so omg so touching i love them ya noe lolx. FRUIT BASKET ROX! waiting for ayesha to lend me 18 19 20 lolx. wait waiting. lolx
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Friday, October 06, 2006
10/06/2006 11:21:00 pm
mid-autumn fest.
>< FINALLY!!! exams are over and the hols are coming =) today had the zhong qiu jie wan hui in school and it was kinda lame lah. cuz me, peixian, rita and winnie were walking through harbourfront centre's first floor when we can jolly well go home and slp and we talk all the way till er 3? den after that we went to the school library and found ms zeng's sec school photo in the year book. realised she is so like xiuhan and i can't believe that she was from comp club?! lolx now in co very werid. lolx and really lor hairstyle really like xiuhan wonder if xiuhan will turn out like her in the future lolx. no off. anyway really gt to noe winnie, rita and peixian. still feel quite envious of them having siblings. lolx can't believe rita had two and one of them er. let's not talk about it we were laughing all the way in mac upon hearing rita's story on her two sis and her =P lolx
anyway this mid-autumn fest was organized by our school the prcs and i think that ok lah no bad just the haze prob. and watever peixian predicted like the walking around the track with the latern, yuppx we did that and we walked twice you noe and den it was like the haze is like so strong so so so so so so so so so so bad for health. ewww... i even walked backwards and sang er with them lolx. yuppx very very very fun. lolx i mean with them duh. its been real long since i have this kinda fun. kinda thinking about my hols and realised that they are filled with committments with the THIMUN, digital media >< el production. i really hope that the el production will be a successful one =)
tmr is gonna be a busy day. early in the morn there is el den after that going to paya lebar ( how do you spell that) anyway going to the condo den after that er. going to changi for barbecue. den sunday having cid for the open house one den after that tuition den after that feel like going swimming. its been real long since i went swimming.
today my dad just said that being the only child is not good as next time when they are old i will have to take care of them with my little money and den when they leave den i have to make impt decisions that can't be done by myself. i dunno but i kinda think it is true but come to think of it i feel that i will still have my friends right? but i din dare to sae that so i said cousins. i dunno about cousins but i really hope that they will i really hope that even though with no siblings i will be doing ok with cousins helping and hope they will help...i dunno maybe i shouldn't think so much like what i always say...tmr will be a good day cuz it is cca day =)
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