Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

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Sunday, September 30, 2007
9/30/2007 06:03:00 pm

cheese gone bad

ahhh...mummy is in bintan now. and haiz. seriously miss her. =/ really looking forward to tmr cuz only then will she be back. haiz. looking forward looking forward.

anyway i seriously feel so dumb saying this herre but yea i ate cheese that went bad. and do you know sth, i actually know that they were bad but i still ate it. AREN'T I DUMB?!!! haiz. feeling so damn worry about it. and to think i ate it TWICE!!! haiz. i really can't stand myself.
so well if you see me gone missing for the next few days, you wil know that i m SICK in the STOMACH. all because of my greediness. bleah. hate it.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Friday, September 28, 2007
9/28/2007 11:02:00 am

its the end of the week

well to be exact, it is the end of the weekdays. the weekends are comming and it is again time to mug. =/ yea. six papers are gone and there are er...eight more papers to go. EIGHT!!???!!!

today's maths...i dunno...i did it very fast, but i think i have lots of careless errors!!! =/ and i think i forgt to label my curve. oh man...how much marks is that? haiz. i hope i dun get lots of marks away for carelessness and also question three...the parallelogram question i totally like get a very very big number that totally freaked me out. i hope that the questions that i have corrected are corrected correctly...=/ when i m flustered everything goes heywire. ><

haiz. eight more papers to go and mummy is going bintan. yesterday's maths paper was a flop. today i hope no one cheated...no one caught with handphones and all that...some of the actions are seriously extreme. i mean how can you listen to the radio while doing your papers. =/ i seriously hope that everything will go fine and well and really my papers are done ok... and not careless... AHHHH!!!

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Friday, September 21, 2007
9/21/2007 04:18:00 pm

exams starts on the 24th ><

its been so long since i last blogged. things still going alright i guess just that its been a long while since i used the comp and actually like sit here and enjoy chatting. haiz. life have not been like before...now it is exams exams exams. after exams it will be el, thimun, and well finally freedom. but actually it is not much of freedom...still have to prepare for next year. which i guess would be no better now that everyone is kinda familiar with each other in the class and there are more and more well you know those kinda isolation cases. haiz. and den well i dunno if i should follow or just object. well maybe i shall keep quiet. i m determined to put in my best for this exam. determined. must jiayou!
don't let them look down on you...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Sunday, September 16, 2007
9/16/2007 12:28:00 am

hsk

oh goodie hsk is over. log test is over. it is the weekend again. but my weekend is eaten by hsk. =/ oh wells. so glad i finished physics assignment but den so sorrie geri can't scan for you. [why are you so careless?!?!?!] haiz. den chem realised i dunno A LOT of things, making me freak out. i m definitely going to like dig the answers out of mr chen on monday. I WILL!!! well i hope he comes. =/ he better... oh wells. its been real long since i last blogged. i think it has been a week. this whole week had been really really really 'wow.' that kinda feeling you undestand? its been like really really omg. filled with revision. i really miss chem i relaly relaly worry that i forget everything. =/

but den out of all the studies, i m not neglecting my social life =) well yesterday i went for this flight for fantasy thingy in ntu. it was really fun well cuz i met lots of new and kinda nice ppl. they are really knowledgable =) and surprisingly our group got second. so i gt $45 dollar of kinokuniya book voucher. can you believe it KINOKUNIYA!!! freaking. i was in such a good mood that i watched both seven and nine oclock show yesterday. yesterday was also freaky cuz ariel had to carry this huge box of survey forms that are seriously heavy. and she is carrying it all by herself oh man so i helped her carry sth. well that is what frens are for i guess...even though yea... but yuppx met new ppl which makes me happy lolx.

now i just have to get my heart and soul back to the books in front of me and that will do.
tmr...wait a min, izzt it today? lolx anyway on sunday all of the aunties and uncles are taking part in the smrt challenge. so haiz...and they can't use their phone so it is like one whole sunday to myself which also means that i have to go tuition on my own too!!! =/ haiz. oh wells. life still goes on...bleah.

as you can see i m in quite a good mood now cuz i just finish chem well not exactly finish...i think i have lots of doubts on sulphuric acid. sulphuric acid dun seem as easy and simple as i think...but WHY!? can those who have already done the acid and bases assignment like tell me somethings...? haiz. nid help AHHH!!!

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Monday, September 10, 2007
9/10/2007 08:20:00 pm

sch reopen

it is the sch reopen. eoy is starting in two wweeks time. =/ haiz. let's just end off here. talking about eoy makes me...lose the feeling to blog...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Thursday, September 06, 2007
9/06/2007 10:34:00 am

CID

yesterday we met up for cid. and =) i m glad that they took it so seriously and finished the work that they needed to do before leaving =) THANK YOU!!! so we have done our intro, our method. we are analysing and next we will be left with the results, discussion and conclusion. it won't be that long. i just nid to wait for jiamin's sorting out...and den zy's report yuppx. and den i myself nid to finish a report on the 13 to 18 one too. lolx yesterday also cooked. so glad that they enjoyed my food ya know. =D

today is a lazy day...the clouds love the west side haha. so it is cloudy here. XD finally able to be at home without any disturbance haha. no off just that needed to slp in. but today i still woke up early as usual. i still can't stand my dad leh. i really really really can't stand him. =/

oh wells life still goes on.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Tuesday, September 04, 2007
9/04/2007 04:24:00 pm

CIP

=) it always feel good to do cip. well it wasn't like this until this year i guess. today's cip i think it was a success though ariel looks flustered. but i really enjoyed it and i think it is really meaningful...

firstly i want to thank ariel for organising it. i really saw the class...and meeting new kids (though they always give me the headaches) it was still fun and really refreshing...secondly i really consider going the voluntary job road...i mean i really really feel like devoting myself into these voluntary jobs but i have yet to find the courage to go up there and sae i want to volunteery myself. it feels tough...but as zippy said before, the hardest is the first step...after you have stepped out the first step, the rest will be alright. i know she is right and i believed myself that i will be able to step out the first step...just after eoy ba.

as usual...
the happiest moment...
is when saying...
...goodbyes...

expressing the emptiness inside me..