alright. i just watch finish liu xin hua yuan (meteor garden). well i really missed it so i borrowed from huishan and watched it!!! =) alright. yuppx. i guess now i have to start on the cmaps. dunno if i can finish watever i want to do soon. oh wells
still HAPPY BIRTHDAY EILEEN!!! haha you are fifteen too. and also hereby wishing a happy belated birthday to rita.
oh wells. hols dun seem like hols there are lots to do lor =/ oh well i like to be busy it keeps my mind away from things that i dun want to think about. i think zaizai very cute haha. well but this show is like so damn long ago already i wonder how is he now i heard he is with da s. oh well. celebrities haha.
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Wednesday, October 24, 2007
10/24/2007 03:38:00 pm
charmaine happy birthday =)
haiz it is so fast lor charm's birthday is already here. and also not forgetting shermian's
happy birthday shermian!!!
i really hope that both of you love your presents cuz it is really me, jiamin, eileen and geri's well xin yi! lolx haha. oh well charm i love your bag i really really love your bag. =) this shows that it is nice haha
oh well today is learning symposium and we presented three times. it was quite tiring but it was fun, relaxing and there were ppl playing our games. HAHA. but den the video on the hiroshima really really affected me a lot. it was very very heartwreching to like see what happened immediately after the bomb was dropped in hiroshima. when the mother could not save her own child...and just watch him burn to death, and yet he was still calling for her...calling for her to help...oh man it was really not a nice feeling...
and yea the question on whether the bomb should be dropped...well in a way at that point of time the US thinks that they are saving life because once the bombs are dropped, the japanese would stop whatever they are doing and surrender. but why two? well i think it is cuz of the lack of response from the Japanese after Hiroshima was bombed, thus they bombed Nagasaki, because they wanted to really frighten the Japanese and really make them realise that it is time to stop. and they will do this is cuz of the killings and treatments the japanese gave to the Asians, like the Chinese in Nanking and also the people in other Asian countries. well learning history is gd cuz you are able to evaluate things.
and well in the view of the Japanese, maybe the bomb should not be dropped and the US have no right to use these bombs because the Japanese wanted to surrender at that point of time. However is it really true? Because even after the first bomb is dropped, the Japanese actually hesitated if they really wanted to surrender anot. but i guess i won't blame them for it because they had worked so hard to like protect their pride, protect their country and it is intend very difficult to ask them to just stop doing and give up...if it were me i would feel that it is very difficult too....
den my part of the presentation was on minamata disease. i dun think i will ever forgt this part...the cruel actions of the Chisso Factory and the seirous consequences that was caused. this illness is realy very scary and haiz...the victims are really really very very innocent, more innocent than the people who were bombed (because they actually supported the militants). because the only wrong thing they did was to like to eat fish. i mean what is wrong with liking to eat fish? so why should they be punished. and i think it is a very good thing that they citizens in minamata did not forgt that they harm and killed many sea creatures too. and from what i rmb, the mercury is not under the land that they made...as in it is under the land of the memorial. it is really creepy and i really cannot imagine such a thing would happen...yet it happened.
oh wells life still goes on...i shall continue reading my bk.. haha
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Saturday, October 20, 2007
10/20/2007 11:57:00 pm
first class outing
today is our first class outing for 3A'07 =) though there were only like 13 ppl present out of the er 33 ppl. at least that is more than one-third. we went sentosa and it was really really fun =) me and jiamin was late cuz jiamin was seriously lolx. i waited an hour for her den after that in the end i missed the train so she ended up waiting for me at jurong. lolx. sorrie sorrie.
we went sentosa and we were acting as if we were enthu tourist. it was damn nice the monorail. =) and the beach was also very nice.t here were many ppl there sun tanning. and i intend gt BURNT there. =/ now i look red all over and seriously seriously RED!!! >< oh man, and the red part (which is almost everywhere on my body) is damn pain and itch. i wonder what geri and charm will sae when they see me tmr. lolx.
den after that went with jiamin to queensway to buy my fbt. alright at last i hae one but it is ten bucks. damn ex. so i promise myself i will wear it often, so that i won't be wasting my money. yuppx. =)
doing zuo wen now. oh man zuo wen zuo wen zuo wen
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Friday, October 19, 2007
10/19/2007 10:21:00 pm
fun day =)
today went out shopping with jiamin, geri and eileen. oh man i miss charm, she is suffering at atc. oh wells we went to buy pressies. my mood kinda gt bad because of some particular happenings. but overall i was still glad that i managed to buy finish all the present. =) the bags in bugis looked really nice leh...that i really really wanna buy yet i could not like let go of my money to buy them. oh wells, going with jiamin was really enjoyable lolx. i mean eileen and jiamin had been really really patient that we WALKED the whole of orchard about twice to find far east plaza. haiz. now my leg is really really tired [not that i stepped on any lemon or anything ;)]. lolx at orchard there was this sale on perfume and the deejay was asking for passerbys to let him see a big item on our body den we would be able to get free samples of perfume that originally sells for $100++ lolx. jiamin pushed me there =/ lolx lucky we were too late. oh wells. i ate lots of things. and geri had to leave early. but at least she bought her bag. jiamin haben buy her earrings yet. but really this time it was fun but really tiring, i actually fell aslp while drinking green tea in mac haha (we rest in there)
oh wells. haiz. i really really really hope that my dad finds a proper new job and i will be very satisfied. i m most worry about him. haiz.
tmr is class outing =) yay!!! haha and den the day after is EILEEN'S BIRTHDAY!!! =D yay.
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Sunday, October 14, 2007
10/14/2007 08:41:00 pm
maybe that is me
i dunno. i guess that is me. you accept it or not. you can sae it out loud in front of me. you SHOULD. but you did not. you dunno me well at all. if you dunno you just should not sae that much. and who knows you are just like me as well. just that you always think so highly of yourself. maybe it is just because you aren't doing what you are suppose to do. maybe it is cuz you just hate me. maybe. maybe.
the previous post on cid. i guess i was really mad. really really mad. so dun take it to heart. yuppx.
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Saturday, October 13, 2007
10/13/2007 10:29:00 pm
play!!!
today did nto do any hwk or anything just played monopoly the whole of the morn. went to grandma house. den went to imm. came back home den started on ppt. and i finished it haha. lolx
i guess renjie said it correctly lah...relax and play and well it would be better afterall i guess. i did enjoy myself and was really happy. today's monopoly, mummy went bankrupt lolx. and daddy used finish ALL the five hundred dollars. haha. and he gt a new dog. oh man. he is damn lucky. oh wells but yea...it is true that different family gt different good and bad things.
all things will go well. i hope
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Thursday, October 11, 2007
10/11/2007 10:43:00 pm
cid
tmr is cid report submission. no one seems to be interested or really caring about us might not be able to submit it completely and in a whole. we have been working on it for the past few months. let's just do our best and just give it our best till the last. can't we? i hope you all know that once we have our report done, our survey done, our discussion done, if we haben hand in no one knows what the hell we were doing at all. i want us to do things in a group, because we are a group. we are not individual. i believe in the things that we found out and concluded but i do not believe that every single singaporean teenagers will eventually become invidualistic, or being insensitive to others' feeling, nor treating them as things. i know i won't i just want the best for everyone because you are all in my group. i hpe you all understand what i mean. i dun care about getting a low marks just because of one person's fault, but i just can't stand the thought of saying, i won't pull you all down, you all will get the marks and i will bear the responsibility. that is NOT a group.
pls do not misplace my trust. i was really disappointed. very. but i will still continue doing all i can. no matter what happen. i hope you really understand me and understand what i mean. i know all of us are very pressurise, stressful now, even though exams are over, but getting exam results are even worst. i dun mind bearing additional stuffs. i really dun mind. since we are a group, let's stay as a group.
if you really understand my character, you would underestand what i m trying to sae and why i said these.
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007
10/10/2007 06:46:00 pm
haiz
i dunno. although exams are over. i watched finish the whole of huan huan ai. i m in thimun now. i m still in the forth committee. i m with charmaine. but i dun feel good. i dun feel right. i m being emo again. how?
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Monday, October 08, 2007
10/08/2007 04:07:00 pm
why why love
i watch finish it in four days. i tis really nice. and i cried really really a lot. cried for jia di when she was bullied by er sao...cried for er sao when he was almost dying...cried for huo yan when he was rejected...when he met his mum...i really cried a lot and it is relaly a very ncie show. yuppx.
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Friday, October 05, 2007
10/05/2007 04:24:00 pm
END OF EXAMS!!!
oh man i m so glad it is over. they are all over. now it is back to thimun, den cid, and den ntu research, hmmm...nyaa and EL. =D lolx. i guess my el spirit did not die yet, even when the treatment i get is different. i guess it is alright. proud to be an eldds member.
oh it feels so good to go home with charm, but den hor the bus is SERIOUSLY WARM!!!! and the windeo was double glazed!!! i just realised, so the heat inside dun easily escape and we were sitting ABOVE the ENGINE. can you feel how hot it is. i was already like almost toasted. alive. haiz.
it feels different to talk about thimun without talking about the same people. i keep thinking of the MUNs. my nice memories. in RMUN and in THIMUN06 i miss all of them...how wonder how are their lives now. happy and satisfied i hope. and really good and well. --- heartfelt words.
haiz. can't stand the new internet connection...it is really slow and now i can't even sign on to msger. esp since after my exams, I WANNA CHAT!!! lolx. life still goes on i guess lolx.
dun waste your time on me, you already the voice inside my ears...
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