Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

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Wednesday, November 29, 2006
11/29/2006 06:28:00 pm

THIMUN--first day

=)) finally back from thimun...very tired...cuz my bag contained the tablet pc...and...really very tired from the court shoes...and blazer...from everything...super tired...

today first day...met many koreans lolx. and many many weird weird ppl...they are really cool you noe...they know many languages and they are from international schools. and i also met many 'old' (older than me) ppl. lolx.

well...at least i helped in the UNRWA thingy...and i gt involved in the western sahara...i also signed for the second international decade for the eradication of colonialism. well...i really wonder if world bank really funded morocco and if western sahara really can be independents and also...is world bank really involved...i dun really know the role of world bank...

met many ppl...whom i talk online...they look different from what i imagine...din met the cresent gals mexico one...whom i think her resolution rox. cuz it is clear and neat and realy good, creative... they are all friendly ppl. that i...look up to =)

wonder what will happen tmr...it is a big day ahead...

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grace is finally back from genting...so glad...

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Monday, November 27, 2006
11/27/2006 02:29:00 pm

THIMUN

whoa. tmr is the thimun conference already. i nid to buy a bag. a bag that can contain ring file. laptop lolx. yea...gonna buy one later.

so glad that charm is back. really miss her a lot. she is darker and with the rosy cheeks, lols she looks like she just had makeups.
grace is off to genting on sat and will be back tmr. haiz. miss her...wonder if she will be at the com meeting tmr...hope she will...

anyway so glad that no blazer is needed for tmr's registration. haiz. i will just have to prepare myself to face many many new ppl and new...let's see views?

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006
11/22/2006 11:26:00 am

so glad....
  • that i m home
  • that i finish my bk review
  • that i finish my te shi
  • that i m talking to ariel again after so long (a week can kill ok!)
  • that i was back in cca with grace
  • that i had such cute juniors -- minni and jolene
  • that i gt my new hp

i will start on thimun now! wish me tons and loads of good luck lolx thankz!

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Monday, November 20, 2006
11/20/2006 10:31:00 am

tokyo, japan


=) my trip finally ended and i m back in singapore =) took quite a lot of photos =) lolx with my new fone!!! lolx let's see let's start from the first day ok?
1st day:
-6hours flight
-landed when tokyo had a heavy rain at about i think it is about 2pm
-took train from narita airport to ueno costing us Y3000 (super ex) 1 hour train
-from ueno we took the giza line (tokyo metro) to akasaka (reach there about 4pm very dark)
-i was wearing a shirt, jeans and just a jacket. it was raining. temp 15 degrees (cold...)
-we walked for an hour (which was suppose to be a few minutes -- we got lost) to the hotel
-then we realise that the hotel lobby allow smoking!!! (oh my freaking!)
-put down all our things and went out to eat.
-ate at quite a reasonable price but their stall is kinda advance, you put in the money, press the food that you want, a ticket will come out and den you go to your seat and exchange the ticket with the food. kinda advance right?
-hotel kinda ok. and this hotel we stayed for four days. the only accomodation we had that has beds (two only)

2nd day-4th day:
-we went around tokyo, the centre of tokyo.
-we saw the busy busy districts
-the many many streets full of shops
-the many many ppl smoking (><)
-many young couples (students included)
-very nice dressup and we dun really fit in there cuz we wear more of a country side? lolx

5th day:
-we pack early in the morn and head towards mt fuji (woots!)
-there was a traffic jam so we reach there at 12pm
-and this is mt fuji, mt fuji had a gentle slope so it has fast flowing lava =)











very very nice...
-our hotel is actually a traditional japanese style inn, shared toilets. so...we were naked inside and den bathe together ><><

6th day:
-we packed early in the morn to go to yokohama
-yokohama is more of a chinese area, there was the biggest chinatown in japan
-our hotel is a hostel den very clean
-cheapest accommodation because we only paid for two ppl
-the bathing need to pay Y200
-very clean very nice.

7th day-8th day:
-we packed again this time we are going back to tokyo. we are going to stay at asakusa, closer to airport.
-this time we really stay in a ryokan (japanese traditional stay) a place that is totally old.
-went to disney land!!! woots woots woots

this is mickey and minnie
-bought a minnie's head and very satisfied lolx.
-love disney land alot. first time sat the roller coaster i actually went up to sit lor lolx. yea it was creepy. remembered him...
9th day:
-went to narita airport to shop.
-bought many sounviers
-and off i departed to singapore!!!
-watch 'John Tucker must die' and 'Devils wear prada' on the plane super nice!!!
it feels so nice to be home. what i miss most about singapore is the singapore talking...you noe all those singlish it makes me feel at home...in japan everyone speaks japanese and den their english it is either they dunno or they speak perfect one...no singlish...the singapore spirit is wat i miss ba.

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Tuesday, November 07, 2006
11/07/2006 09:49:00 pm

happy birthday sonjia

firstly i want to hereby wsih sonjia a happy birthday. i really feel so sorrie that i totally forgot her birthday and din even get her a card or a present. i m really really very sorrie sonjia. so i want to wish sonjia happy birthday again! =) well i helped to cut the cake...hope that help in you forgiving me not remembering your birthday. to tell you the truth i will be terribly hurt if someone dun rmb my birthday well...I M SO SORRIE SONJIA!!!

next i want to sae that economics is really fun and i think ms ek is really a very good teacher. today we had econs lesson with ms ek for er...5 hours lolx yea five hours i have learnt a lot and i really want to thank ms ek for being so patient with us i think she is really a good teacher.

=))))

really kinda scare for thimun thingy cuz i will be away for the first two meetings and i m really very scare that i will not be able to catch up and do a good job in the conference...i pray hard that everything will turn out fine.

and er japan trip we have already booked all our accommodation and i really hope this japan trip is really worth it haiz.

=)))

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Monday, November 06, 2006
11/06/2006 09:56:00 am

"nightmares"

woke up wanting to cry. i dunno why...maybe cuz of the dream...

firslty i dreamt that he is going to the middle east side...den after that i dreamt of him (another person) following me, making me so irritated...den after that he began following my another fren...which make me feel abit envious. den after that i dreamt that i was in the same class as ariel and grace. it was in that afternoon, i was packing my things and when i turned to look at their seats i round them to be empty, i was so fed up and i was complaining to someone else whom i dun really rmb, because they din wait for me to leave the class together. den after that they came back, i was crying and i was saying that i hate them for leaving me here, and i think grace was worried and ariel was angry. this dream was all in a mess...and i woke up in the mess...it feels so real...really realised that i hate the feeling of being leave out...i dunno...but feel that i m not suited in that place...in them between...and i long for an older brother...it is so confusing that i m also confused.

i feel so out.

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Saturday, November 04, 2006
11/04/2006 10:38:00 pm

N73

YES! i finally got my new handphone and it is N73 that 3G phone lolx i m happy and i m very happy but still i feel a bit guilty...cuz my parents really spend alot on me...finally realised that i m not cheap. this fone has a lot of functions and when i first held it...i realised that techonology was too advance for me and that i really couldn't catch up...the photo is absolutely beautiful...it has 3.2mp whoa good resolution. =) thankyou daddy thankyou mummy i will definitely repay you de =) and i will also take good care of this fone

we change the company from starhub to singtel. almost went to m1 though... but singtel is still the best. the guy who was helping us was named sunny hui and i tell you his service is superb! lolx i mean we were like over there for two hours and i think it was his lunch break but den he still helped us, gave us advice and den guided us along. he was also very patient when we were choosing the colour. there are only two colours lah but i think we took about like half an hour to choose. there is one white one sliver. and i chosen the silver in the end. should have chosen the white one cuz the back of the white one was brown and it really was like my hair colour =D but den i still chosen the silver one instead cuz at the back it was black my fave colour...well one of my fave >< lolx

now i have a new number le ...rmb hor. new number le no longer that 91992203 =)

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Thursday, November 02, 2006
11/02/2006 08:48:00 pm

deathnote

i took 2.5 hours to read half a book of the deathnote series lor. lolx. my chinese standard is so low if it was fruit basket i just take one hour to finish a book you noe... finish reading book 6 le starting on book 7 hope that i will be able to read finish soon.

my wishlist:
  1. flip-flops (i wonder how long i have said this)
  2. handphone (i want a N73)
  3. camera (you look at my existing one you will understand)
  4. jeans (i only have one pathetic one which was meant to be 3/4)
  5. actually...i want another doggy...soft toy doggie...just something for me to hug...

kind feel bad being so materialistic...cuz been doing THIMUN thingy for the whole day...and really pity the ppl in middle east..i should do some voluntary job...yea i should...i must be a doctor to save ppl like them...i wich for world peace...

grace tagged me...

1.Single,taken or crushing?
single

2.Are you happy with your life now?
yea unless my frens leave me

3.When you meet the right person ,will you fall for him/her fast?
how do i even noe if i meet the right person

4.Have you had your heart broken?
yea by some heartless jerks lolx

5. Do you believe there are cicumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
definition of cheating love?

6.Would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats on you?
dun think so but still depending

7.Have you talk to another person about marriage before?
yea gal frens

8.Do you want children?
NO WAY

9.How many?
no way

10.Would you consider adoption??
maybe

11.If someone likes you right now, what do you think to let you know how him/her feelings?
i think they should just keep quiet...

12.Do you enjoy getting into relationship?
no it is tiring

13 .Be honest. What did you and your ex did?
_____

14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
not really

15.Are you romantic??
nope

16. Do you believe you can change someone?
yea tried before

17.If you could marry somewhere.Where would it be?
anywhere cuz god is at all places

18.Do you easily give in when you're fighting?
depending on the matter.

19.Do you have feelings for someone right now?
old feelings

20.Have you ever wish you could have someone but you messed it up?
dun think so

21. Have you broken a heart?
think so

22.On the day if your bestfriend fall in love with he/she that you are deeply in love with.What would you do?
ask. den friendship might be gone too

23.Are you missing someone right now?
MY CLASS...2bizarre i love you all like hell...

Now you have to ask 5 friends to do this survey on their blog.Write down their names below .Tag them in their blog to let them know and DON'T stop doing this survey.This survey have been going around. It made people occupied.Get started. And the 5 lucky people are:
michelle, huijin, haiwei, yinting, yingting

i think that is all ba...


i also like this picture a lot...cuz this is the part when lolx caijing played a fool on shin den after that shin was still so sweet to kiss her but kinda pervertic to take this kinda thing...lolx but den after this was the misunderstanding that caijing had for shin...which was very painful as i watch shin...so painful....ouch...at the top and bottom of the pic is the parts when shin and chaegyung were good together...as the story goes by from the first time they met in school to before xiaolin zhisa that part...haiz...all so nice together...

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Wednesday, November 01, 2006
11/01/2006 03:19:00 pm

goong

i kinda forget to add this part into my yesterday's entry so i want to write it out here now!!!

omgomgomg im so addicted to goong after watching once i rewatch and watch and watch...the more i watch the more i think that shin is like so shuai and xiaolin is so pitiful...caijing is like so pretty and so really so nice and as for yul hmmm...he is cute lah but den i read the magazine that sae that he dun like ppl call him cute so i will sae that he is cool ba. lolx yea he a bit evil but the more i watch the more i think he is actually also very kelian lor...haiz. goong goong goong i really want goong2 to be nice you noe...i really really want why can't the actors and actresses be the same in goong2 boohoohooo...

i particularly love this pic because this is the part when caijing fall for shin's back lolx after they came back from caijing's niang jia lolx yea i love the two of the being innocent and this is also the part when shin started to fall for caijing...so sweet!

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