Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

♥ PROFILE

hest borned on 07.04.xxxx, crazily in love with maths and dogs. is labelled nerdy and hardworking need of frens =D totally treasure them.

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Tuesday, May 30, 2006
5/30/2006 08:23:00 pm

i dun like hols!!!

advantages of hols FOR ME:
- get to watch more movies
- do hwk faster
- spend MORE (THE WHOLE DAY) at home

disadvantages of hols FOR ME:
- boring
- no friends
- spoil my eyes
- turn me into a lazy person

CONCLUSION!

hols are bad!

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Monday, May 29, 2006
5/29/2006 04:19:00 pm

piano

whoa today spent four hours with my lovely piano XD hahs yuppx cuz morn practise two hours den at 12.30pm my cher came for two hours of piano >< tough ah...well...we discuss about the music option...and i m quite motivated but still a bit scare of the practising and all that...haiz...really dunno wat to do...but really...i think i love music and most of all...

piano

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Saturday, May 27, 2006
5/27/2006 09:55:00 pm

the interesting day i wanna share =)

hehe...today is so interesting XD

ok i will start with afternoon cuz that is when all the fun begins. we were driving on this expressway when it started to rain HEAVILY! yuppx...so like all typical driver my dad will start to sweep the screen with the wiper...den up came only ONE SIDE of the wiper. yuppx only my one side is there and the other side which is the driver side is GONE! omg omg omg...i tell you this is really funny and really wow! i mean who would ever steal a wiper? do you noe how inconsiderate this PERSON was. i dun think it is an animal but a person who is so in need of a wiper. omg lah i hate that person he is so inconsiderate he could at least put a note on the car and sae that he wanna borrow the wiper or sth so that we can at least gt it fix before going out in a RAINY day. haiz...yuppx so we stopped at the shoulder and den my dad struggled and change the left wiper to the right. it is so funny seeing only a SMALL portion of the screen cleared, it is also so dangerous...everything was wet. haiz...i hate that guy who took it.

so we went to fix it. luckily dad noe someone from the east side cuz we were on our way to the food fest! in expo very far away. yuppx the ppl there were laughing at us X) no choice who ask us to meet this kinda ppl.

den we went to expo and EAT! hahs the things there is simply TOO MUCH but it is so very nice i tasted almost everything there except the goat milk...eeks. anyway...it is so fun and i went out of that hall with a round stomach. i m really fat! omg omg omg...i nid to go and run and swim dunno how many rounds but i love the food XD

next we went to the BOOK FEST! omg omg omg...the books there is simply so darn nice with so many of them and the most popular one is davinci X) though i din buy. the books were so cheap the novels were jus 5 bucks! i bought three novels though not from my fave author but still they are nice...i guess well i read the back of the books and i think they were not bad. and for the first time in history! my mum was in there longer than my dad and i had to dragged her out to meet my sleeping dad hahs. really the first time in history...well maybe not in history but since i m born till now...XP

den we went home.

oh yea did i tell you all that er... yesterday at my grandfather's birthday celebration, there was this very very very very very very very...odd thing that happen and it symbolises the supernaturals!!!! omg i m so scared lor. yuppx you see...we went to this restaurant that we always go during my grandparent's birthday and den this restaurant is in a country club den it is at queensway but near a prison and den it is very very very very quiet. VERY! and den we went there...celebrated. den we sat like that. cheryl (my cousin) me my mum den we were eating very happily and chatting when SUDDENLY! this plate dropped under the table from no where and hit my leg! omg omg omg i was so frightened lor. den it dropped and it landed just normal facing up and the plate was different from the ones that we used. it is so freaky we still can't figure out where the plate come from. freaky rite? den after that there were many of our plates that dropped den the chopstick missing...and blah blah blah...omg i m so freaked out that i m NEVER going to go there ever again...luckily there are shifting...haiz...FREAKED OUT!

anyway...better dun sae le later i have nightmares X/

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Friday, May 26, 2006
5/26/2006 11:34:00 pm

thankyou

ahh...really thankyou so much for the previous com to trust me and hand the welfare position to me. i will try my best and not let you down! =) jiayou ba!
i also wanna thank my el mates for understanding me and helping me through tough times...you all understand...
and i also wanna thank my class for understanding that this is my first time making a tee so it may not turn out as you expected but i hope you will like it...cuz we really went through a lot of time and hard work and MONEY to get this done...pls understand...ty
and also...thank goodness today is a friday! =P


haiz...the handover...is quite a cheerful one other than some seniors crying...i manage to pull through without crying...well it is hard and my head was so pain but...still i will definitely miss them so darn much.
today is ms bose's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS BOSE!!! and today is also ritchell's last day...haiz...she told me that mdm chia did like our class better than 2h and is always praising our class...but i dunno...the class still prefer her cuz to them, mdm chia is quite irresponsible to take MC and not care about us anymore esp on our test...i dunno...but den haiz...hope that mdm chia will get well soon :)

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Sunday, May 21, 2006
5/21/2006 09:59:00 am

guilty

sorrie sorrie sorrie sorrie sorrie sorrie
you noe who i m saying to...sorrie sorrie

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BWL

went to watch a so-called concert...actually it is this company BWL the dinner and dance. but nvm at least i gt to watch taufik and 5566 perform...and billy that 97.2FM that dj...

sorrie to sae but...he really looks like a gay...but nvm i LOVE taufik!!! wwoooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!! taufik is so cute...with his nice and short hair...his movement...his dance...his face...his body...he looks so darn cute!!! gosh i m in love with him!
i realise that i m really away from the celebrities world...i din even noe that 5566 sings eng songs these days...haiz...really miss their old songs...i love tony sun...i love huang ren fu...i love xu meng zhe...i love all of them...hahs...but i still prefer taufik... =P he is the cutest =) yupppx...anyway gtg =) cya

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Thursday, May 18, 2006
5/18/2006 05:33:00 pm

home econs

ello!!! think many ppl will think i m a glutton liao...keep on running from table to table to eat the food =P nice ma...hahs i love the currys...and the otahs...hahs think they really very pro lor can make such a nice thing and yet me leh i juz cook chicken soup den the soup dunno whether can make it anot...haiz...think i m not cut out for cooking =

after school went home with haiwei and her bunch of 2a-s frens hahs...den we went to take neoprint =D haiz...lets be frens forever...=)

hope charm is alright...and her cid will be done today...dun like to see her being worry =)
hope ariel is alright...she is a very strong gal...who stands on her ground...i look up to her =)
hope grace is alright...free from all complications...=)

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Wednesday, May 17, 2006
5/17/2006 05:06:00 pm

debates

really feeling very very sorrie for those who supported me and cheered me on during debates...cuz i lost in my round...and against chij we lost too...realy felt very sick at first but after about two days i m ok and...yea kinda dun wanna talk about it anymore...

looking forward to june hols cuz that means the west malaysia trip ;) yuppx...dun really noe wat to talk about...nth much happening juz noe that next week the seniors are handing over which means i won't be able to see them again...in el...i wil definitely miss them like mad...cuz i already do now...

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Sunday, May 14, 2006
5/14/2006 06:30:00 pm

CRUISE!

hahs i dun even noe if i spelled it correctly XD

anyway having spent three days and two nights in SUPERSTAR VIRGO, i find singapore's air very warm...cuz over there on the sea, the sea breeze is very cooling and the aircon in there is FREE! i think it is about 15 degrees only lor very very very cold. anyway the place is huge and i feel myself as a noob walking in the cruise and 'wowing' at every single thing. there are many many cabins with showers i could have spent the whole day there. they serve four courses, breakfast, lunch, dinner, and supper. omg i really grew fatter lor =( i mean the dinner is super full and den after supper is like two hours later den you eat cakes and all that and when you dun eat the rest will sae that you are wasting money. brought my debates there too, in the end everyone say i waste money brought hwk there to do. but wat can i do? my competition is juz tmr and i aren't going to waste time in the cruise walking around and eating or juz sleeping. well at least i finish my speech =)

after the cruise immediately went to j-8 to meet my el mates to discuss debates. and they say i grew a little and is tanner by...a little! yay so happy at least tanner than before XP hahs ok gotta go do hwk le cuz din touch them at all since...let's see...thursday?

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Thursday, May 11, 2006
5/11/2006 08:12:00 pm

nasty yet polite.

=) been spending two to three hours doing debates, the motion is VERY challenging yet...i find joy in doing it...i realise that there is really sth between me and ariel i mean the say way as it has between me and charm she understands wat i m talking about and i understand her. i dun really understand jess or grace or josephine as well...dun really know why but after today's discussion i realise that we really think almost the same and gt things done fast =) we dun gt side track. ;)

yesterday night almost killed a big big big ant. felt sinful. so prayed for it. in the end it really live =) buddha is juz so nice =) den i totally freak out =P well you noe...insects and fear...hahs

feeling so nice now juz have to wait for piano =)

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Wednesday, May 10, 2006
5/10/2006 04:43:00 pm

an eventful day =)

yuppx i was talking about yesterday. yesterday was eventful which make me so wide awake even though i slept at 1 the previous night. firstly in the morn there was ariel's speech =) her sc campaigning...it was quite lengthy but it was her true feelings i noe that. her tone was weird but i accepted it as it is her and i like making frens with who she really is and not someone with a mask. i really hope that some others will accept who she really is too. i love her last part the part where 'ariel' and 'arial' that font thingy hahs it is a very good way of letting ppl to rmb you =)
after cid, charm said that grace scolded gf and that she herself also wanted to slap him. i really hope she is ok. well she seems okay yesterday night...very worry about her
next it is after school there was cca. DEBATES. hahs i suddenly gt so agitated over it. i mean i m really very very very happy that there was debates. i love debates but speaking in front of everyone is real scary. i was the third speaker for the proposition, and the things that the opposition said i kinda already gt the rebuttals done so the rebuttals was quite easy the only thing is how to form the sentence out. it was really quite difficult. luckily for the upcoming competition i m the second speaker. phew i think it is a much easier job. to tell you the truth, being the third speaker is really a tough work but i actually enjoyed it cuz i dun nid to write the speech out ;) i m too lazy to write the speech out hahs jkl jkl
yuppx den after the debates we sat down and chatted well kinda discuss how we performed and stuff like that den it was the com interview. i was quite shock that josephine came back and tell me she told the com her real feelings for el and that she prefer the last com...i think all five of us said almost the same thing...and they really threw to me one very very very difficult ques and that is how do i think i could help them to gain the respect from the cca. i was thinking and thinking and i told them i din noe...but now, after discussing with the rest of them i realise that wat they lack of is sincerity...they do it for the sake of doing it and not cuz of passion and that is why the cca dun feel that they should listen to the com. haiz...

juz finish cid did it since 930 in the morn exhausted...yet still nid to do hwk aaahhhh...

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Saturday, May 06, 2006
5/06/2006 01:59:00 pm

my stage. my world. el.my life

hahs...really love el. yesterday renee came...after returning from the debates briefing realised renee was really pissed with the whole group cuz of the ball game. well juz imagine that ball is el and it kept on dropping on the floor juz after one or two hits cuz of a single reason and that is everyone is not focus. how does that feel? seriously i, like the rest of us, feel that this cca is really going down...no one is interested...seniors always pone...i really miss the time when crab's batch was in charge...they were so enthu and they really noe how to control the whole team of us... juz wish that...el will grow...

debates is interesting!!! it is the skill of saying the nastiest thing in the nicest way! whoa! i juz love it juz hope that i can do it =)

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Wednesday, May 03, 2006
5/03/2006 04:25:00 pm

ariel is a sc!!!

woot!!! i m so darn happy!!! ariel is sc!!! it is like a dream come true for her and it is to me...at last el have sc liao hahs el sec two i mean. and not forgetting josephine too!!! hahs hahs hahs...was so happy lor...i immediately spotted ariel in the queue and juz ran to her...omg i m so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and can you believe it...see also sc leh...but he sae he dun wanna be well up to you lah =)

do i feel regretful not going to the interview?

actually yes...it has been my dream since p6 when i first step into rv...it has always been my dream...yet i let go of it so easily...this izzt like me...but still wat is done is done...i can always feel happy for my frens ;) and i really m happy for them

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Monday, May 01, 2006
5/01/2006 11:21:00 am

QUIZZ...

grace wants me to do it so i won't disappoint my darhling =)

INSTRUCTIONS.
1. the tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment at their blog.
4. if you are tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to do this AGAIN.
5. the most important rule : HAVE FUN DOING IT.

8 different points of my perfect lover:
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1) he must understand me
2) he has to be taller than me
3) he cannot smoke nor can he take drugs
4) he must have the same interest as me
5) he has to be tan and cute
6) he is good in all type of sports
7) can cook =P
8) still...he must be good to me =)
Gender: DUH male la
8 people tagged:
.charmaine.
.haiwei.
.siewhwee.
.yinting.
.jesslyn.
.ariel.
.josephine.
.winnie.

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