Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

♥ PROFILE

hest borned on 07.04.xxxx, crazily in love with maths and dogs. is labelled nerdy and hardworking need of frens =D totally treasure them.

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Sunday, December 31, 2006
12/31/2006 08:40:00 pm

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

=) it is the new yeear already and i changed my blogskin!!! hmmm...though i love white now...i still chose a black colour blogskin. just take it as it is a new year's change. =)

it is already 2007...years really pass very fast...still rmb the time when i was in pri school or just came into sec school...looking forward to the first day of school. i simply miss seeing my frens. hmmm...my new year resolution is...to live life like how hester lau would live =) i just wanna be myself and not someone else.

been into a book these days. it is by Ian Rankin it is detective type of story and there are many short stories inside but let me tell you it ROCKS! =) novels and detective/mystery shories are my style =)

today been shopping with my mum, bought a dress well in orangy-pink colour. and...almost bought a long skirt but it is 80 lor can you believe it just a skirt and 80 >< so i din buy or should i sae my mum din buy for me but i really love long skirts...

anyways. it is 2007 in like four hours. so...happy new year ppl.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, December 30, 2006
12/30/2006 11:39:00 am

I FINALLY WATCHED A MOVIE in A CINEMA!!!

woot! i finally watched a movie in a cinema and guess wat movie? ------- it is the "night in the mueseum"!!!!!!!!!!!! woot i love that movie. it is darn funny and i think my laughter was the loudest down therre >< but nvm at least i watched a movie in a cinema and the movie was so nice! =) actually i wanted to watch eragon...but den cck shaws dun have them already >< haiz. so i think i will go buy or rent the disc before eragon2 comes out. 933fm says that this movie will have sequence so i will definitely watch the first one =) so glad...

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Friday, December 29, 2006
12/29/2006 11:26:00 am

27th and 28th

hmmm...after boxing day, on the 27th, i went out with grace and shihui to buy the materials for the banners and booth...well i think we spent total about 50++ and that is within our budget! =) too bad ariel din come. =( den at night, i went back to imm and bought my school bag and my next-next year's pencil box >< with my $40 converse voucher. =) very happy i bought that bag. though the lengh is a bit too long and it is also a bit too board, i think i will use it for the rest of the year. i simply love it! =) it is $29.90 so i bought another pencil box - $12.90 so i just topped up 2.90 i think or izzt 2.80 anyways. really happy! =)))

on the 28th xiuhan and rita came to my house to do digi media thingy.>< well we ended up er...let's see...watching devil besides you =) lolx. well today we have to go to school and kinda listen to the tutorial or maybe ask questions on the things that we are suppose to do. we are suppose to make a program that can detect skin colour or izzt skin or sth like that lah. computer stuff >< it should be XX

haiz. anyway last night had a big mood swing when i suddenly realise that today is already friday, and next week school reopen le and not only that, I STILL HABEN BEEN TO THE CINEMAS YET!!! booboooobboooo...i wanna watch movies IN THE CINEMAS!!! i feel that i m really pathetic...ppl have already watched them IN THE CINEMAS like so many times le...and me leh...haiz. i really really think that my this hols is really a waste XX

anyways yesterday i also finish a book - Christmas Frost - it is the frost series lah, and it is SUPER!!! nice. =) =) =) because it is a detective sort of mystery which i LOVE it! =) now starting on the Ian Rankin series of mystery short story...i find those detective really really really cool! they are like so clever...*envy..*;)

anyways gt to prepare to go school le cya around =)

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Tuesday, December 26, 2006
12/26/2006 03:37:00 pm

cookies making!!!

lolx. today i made cookies with daddy!!! it was chocolate chip cookies and well we did two rounds. first round was self beating, den the next one is using an electric mixer. duh the electric mixer one was better XD but still they all dun taste very nice...the first round one was too sweet, the second round was too salty >< i feel so fat now...it is two piece of 125g of butter!!! haiz.

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Monday, December 25, 2006
12/25/2006 11:03:00 pm

merry christmas ppl! =)

hohoho merry christmas. i really wonder how many zillion times i have said this >< lolx. it is a happy occasion and everyone should be happy. got many pressies and they are really getting smaller. vernon said that as you grow bigger you will get smaller presents and it is kinda true. if you look at heyden's presents, you will be darn shock! they will definitely not fit into one plastic bag, but look at ours esp jerlene's hers can be stuff into one wrapping paper not forgetting her purse, she add that in there is still space to put other things >< our presents are really getting smaller.

got back the class results le. i m in 3a. not really want i expected...expected e or f. thought they will divide us according to our class combi or sth like tat but din noe that they just jumble everyone up and divide. >< ended up that charm is in d and i m in a ;/ really dunno wat to do and how to do without her in the class...will our friendship distance? i really m very scare of this, i really hope not...i want to continue being her fren. ariel and grace is in my class. inculding geri, eileen, shixian, zhiyi, qinai, kc, nj, gf not forgetting our lovely xiuhan! lolx. haiz. charmaine...:'(

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Friday, December 22, 2006
12/22/2006 04:00:00 pm

0.5bbizarre LAST official outing

haiz. no matter wat. time has come for me to sae a final goodbye to my wonderful classmates of 2005/06.

you all were the once who helped me through sec1 years
...through those mountains of hwk
...through piles of projects
...through the strange first year of secondary school life in the new school
in year two
though everything gt a bit more complicated, we were still a class and we will foreva be that 0.5bizarre. i got to noe moree of you and i really really enjoyed all of your existence. i really hope we will never separate but...looks like it is time. today we will get our class results and we will be thrown into classes all over the level but i really really hope that we will still stay as a class...tell each other things that we might not to our new classmates and just stay as close as possible, let's also at least say 'Hello' when we pass...i dun want to forget these times we spend together...i will definitely miss you all 0.5bizarrians.

went to sentosa...drizzling...got into the sea...got all wet...flip-flops are not for the beach... i still love you all :'/

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Tuesday, December 19, 2006
12/19/2006 11:53:00 am

life!

whoa...its been like three days since i m online. very busy these three days. let's see firstly it was sat i wasn't online because...i kinda forgt wat i was doing. anyway sunday. after coming back from tuition. i started clearing my room. you noe my room with all the toys and stuff like that...i threw/gave away one whole shelf of toys and soft toys. =/ den i stuff those shelves with books =/ looks like...no more games for me le. next i cleared the big pile of books/files/paper/rubbish on my study table. now my study table is as clear as anyone's =)

hmmm...den yesterday went shopping with my parents from chirstmas presents. well i gt my baby-G =))) i wanted the white one but it is exceptionally ex so i gt a pink/purple one instead. den i also gt my anklet. and den i bought a new pair of 'slipper' it is more of a sandal lah. and den bought all my cousin's chirtmas presents. well it is so ex lor...but it is chirstmas =))

it has been raining for the past few days that...=/ it is really becoming a bother to me beacuse whenever you go out you have to bring an umbrella. =/ anyways merry chirstmas ppl!

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Thursday, December 14, 2006
12/14/2006 10:28:00 pm

6b gathering.

its been long since i last saw my 6b frens...finally saw them...they all grew tall...
well joseph is the shortest among all the guys...and joseph is taller than me, like germain is taller than me...FOR all the historians-to-be i will leave this for you to infer...boo...

hmmm...these are my frens =)


me and germain


me and june


me and veron


me and wanying


me and yili


me and yinting

well these are the gurls that went except ayesha...well it is her house. oh yea her house is really big lor. really really wa!!! she is rich! lolx. well borrowed some discs...hehe i m into movies now lolx.

today very high...haben been so high for such a long time le...all thanks to them >> veron, germain, wanying, yinting, june, yili =))) thankz!

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Monday, December 11, 2006
12/11/2006 09:39:00 pm

vacations

hello!!! hehe. i am so happy because i finish my english essay le. now i only left the cheng nan jiu shi! =) and just half a book! lolx...hehe this friday might be able to know the class le. not very looking forward...i want a class the same as 2b but it is not possible so i rather not know the class...><
now i am rewatching "it started with a kiss" looking at zheng yuan chang...i rmb yesterday over the tv, he was in singapore!!! woot. he is like so caring for his fans, and really a super nice guy. so darn looking forward to the second season of it started with a kiss. i hope there is one.

hmmm...life so goes on. next year is coming soon. so i better brace myself for the new year! 2007 there i go catching you! lolx.

hmmm...this is my list of to-dos

- clear my table, my room
- wrap my textbks
- finish my last hwk
- have a hair cut
- buy my new school bag
- buy all the christmas and birthday presents for...dun tell you who
- go shopping
- go and watch movie
- make cookies (i wanna learn how to make)
- practise the piano.

do you noe that this whole holidays i haben had the time to go and watch a movie and now it is like...going to end of the year. >< i better buck up. i also wanna do well in piano so really must wish me luck. it is nine subjects next year, with piano, tuition and my personal entertainment -- drama series -- i don't think i have time for other things >< busy year!!!

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, December 09, 2006
12/09/2006 09:40:00 pm

National Museum of Singapore

=)) just came back from the national museum. i went to see the history gallery and it was really intense from the first time, sanitawutama (how do you spell his name? come to singapore until now the modern singapore, after Mr Lee Kuan Yew came in and helped. =))the national museum now is really very nice and really cool. esp the moving lights lolx. creepy but still cool. do you noe that our singapore govt has a blog. lolx and it is from blogspot. here is the url: http://singaporegovt.blogspot.com

from now on i will be very serious about my piano. well it is partly because of my teacher's two months once performance, but it is also i feel that wat she sae is really right...i payed so much money ($190 per month)is to learn how to play the piano, to know how to play the songs that i want to listen, those pop songs, so i relaly should put in my time and effort on it. i want to be good at it. i must jiayou!

hmmm...actually not really looking forward to the release of the class...i dun really wanna leave 2b...we spent our fresh years in secondary years together...i will miss charms and geri so much...they are really my good good good good good...etc. frens. i will miss them lots. definitely...just pray hard that...i get into a class...which is similar to 2b but of cuz it can't be the same because 2b is unique!

miss all of you...

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Friday, December 08, 2006
12/08/2006 04:30:00 pm

my three cacti

=))) i bought cacti!!! here are they:



these are my three cacti! er...the left one is called thornless, the middle is reddie and the right one is call studdy.
Studdy has a big and long thorns which are very scary...they poke me many times.

hehe...i have been waiting so long for this day to come to have my own cactus. now i have three!!! hehe...

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Thursday, December 07, 2006
12/07/2006 12:34:00 pm

e zuo ju zhi wen

haiz. just finish watching e zuo ju zhi wen the special edition. well i was laughing like hell ok...its been so long since i laugh like that >< lolx. it is a nice show and i want to rewatch it. well cuz you know i have a bad memory (did i spell it correctly?) anyway yea i watch the ending and forgt the ending...i love taiwan drama series, they made you laugh like hell and cry like hell and their actors and actresses are like so cool, pretty and shuai4 lolx. this one is sth like e mo zhai shen bian, just that the main character (jiang zhi shu) does not openly expresses his feeling to his gal, unlike ahmeng, who also has a surname of jiang >< i din noe taiwan gt so many jiangs. lolx no offence. just that he junxiang is so much cuter can. lolx. rainie yang and linyicheng are able the same, they are both cute, just that i feel taht linyicheng is abit too overdo, and rainie yang is just nice...but their acting are both good. gan yan shi hao de =)i noe why i like e mo zai shen bian so much le. cuz it is really heartwarming to see jiangmeng's care for qiyue. they are both sweet together =)

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Wednesday, December 06, 2006
12/06/2006 10:24:00 am

Home

lolx. been at home these few days and watched "It started with a Kiss". hmmm...this show is really very nice and funny but i somehow think that...that xiangqin is really too extreme and well only if it is really fated den you will live in your crush's house so...it is unrealistic but for the joy of watching it is really nice. i watched til episode 17 and den i really cannot stand it le so i skipped to the last episode.

gt the pictures mr tan took.



This is first day.



This is last day =)

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Sunday, December 03, 2006
12/03/2006 10:55:00 am

THIMUN

lolx it is finally over. i almos cried when mr president said that it was officially closed. i wanted to cry...because i can't bear those new friends that i made...that my hard work for the past few months is finally over...that...it is over...i mised the feeling of no hwk and only big events such as wars...nuclear weapons...poverty...hunger...i missed them...i also will miss the sight of "the people in BLACK" when they are all still students. lolx. i meant the sight of students in formal attire...western suits.

i did not attend the dance which i regret terribly...but...i feel that if next year i were to be given this chance of attending it again...i will definitely go to the dance one =)

hmmm...very behind on my hwk...so i think i will be spending this whole month on it. 2b's outing...6b's chalet...el chalet they are all going to be in dec...looking forward =) hope i finish my hwk by then. i also want to try to bake cookies...the other day was talking to dorothy on this and realise that dorothy really love baking lolx....i dunno where this passion came from but i also want to try so i might bake some for christmas =)

and yes. subject combi. omg i gt my triple sci hist you noe lolx. i can't believe it that charm also got this...i am so glad. i really hope we will be able to be in the same class together with grace and ariel...

quotes from the THIMUN =)
This one is my fave:
"laughing is not an order."

then there is another one by sinyee:
"my chair cute right?" lolx all about his hair de...

by the delegates:
"Point of information to the chair..." then the delegates started firing the chair. lolx

this is from my committee de...the guy who wanted cries the loudest -- delegate of pakistan
"WAH! WAH! WAH! this is how a baby sounds..." lolx he really scared me can...

yea...there are still a lot more...i really miss thimun now...

camilla...mae...adeline...janice...marcus...hweeleong...zhaoguo...i will nva forget you all one dun worry =)

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