its friday. this weekend i m rather busy, have everything lined up. =) haiz. yesterday gt my phone bill and you know my sms overshot by like 355. the no of sms i sent was very nice it was 855. lolx. it is damn ex lor. i duno what wil daddy sae when he see it. i hope he won't explode. that time i rmb i overshot by three and den he was jumping mad. just imagine 355. =/
today went to the library for CIP. and i borrowed back my FIRST chinese bk. haha i borrowed huan zhu ge ge. the first bk. yea i watched the show before but this is really nice...i mean it is rather addictive. i finish my cold war bk and gonna start on another one. i hope i can finish by sch reopen.
it hit me yesterday that sch will reopen in like a week's time, so i rushed to get my shoes yesterday. and den also gt my uniform yesterday...or is it wed? anyway, the new uni was...hmmm...i dunno how to sae very mature? it makes my shoulder broader. =/ and well i look and feel old. just imagine if i cut a box hairstyle to match chi new year (beacuse i might be getting an agogo dress) i will look damn toot. >< oh man i think i must THINK TWICE! i wonder how i will look next year lah. =/ waaa...and den carry my backpack...i think i will look damn toot. seriously toot. haiz. oh wells.
haiz. loving maths. =D
anyway, happy birthday kangwei! =) i think today is really damn coincidental. i was wishing kangwei happy birthday in the morn (sms). den he was like 'surprised that you rmbed'. den after that in the library, i was shelving the bks. den i took a book if i m not wrong the name should be breaker it is a chi book, den the receipt in that bk dropped out. and it wrote there 'Pang Kang Wei' LOL! i was like freak! he actually borrowed this book and i was so 'lucky' to pick it up and lolx. well coincidental. i stared at the receipt for like three mins to make sure that my eyes were not playing tricks on me and den i look from the bk and the receipt at least ten times before i shelve it. lolx. this is kinda freaky. haha.
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Thursday, December 20, 2007
12/20/2007 08:37:00 pm
Bangkok! ~Amazing Thailand ;)
anyway. lolx this is a damn late post. i came back like er...on tue. and today is er...thursday! haha. anyway...bangkok was...'WOW' lolx. yea...the things there are really cheaper and we overspent! lolx. bought lots of things. and it was only me and my mum so it was also kinda dangerous. but we went through =)
i was actually kinda scared you know becuase during chalt we watched '见鬼10' so it was like...hmmm...thailand...they saw the ghost...ten ways to see the spirits. and so i was really thinking a lot on the first day/night. but well it was alright. we kana cheated by the singapore tour agency from which we booked our tour. they charged us too expensive. it was like a package tour but den we ended up going no where except a few places. den the rest we have to pay ourselves. =/ so yea we overspent in total. but still the plac is really quite nice. and it was not as bad as i thought. bangkok is having their elections now and so my mum was like tell me: election that time 没有政府. den i was like er... what do you want me to do? lol i mean we were already there and all that. lolx.
but i like their culture...traditions. they really respect their king. because of his birthday which is on the 5th dec, his picture is everywhere. and the palace in which he lives in was really really beautiful. it was like all GOLD. damn nice. *amazed* haha. yea i was like 'wow wow wow. how can someone even live in sth so beautiful!' lolx. with all the pattern, design. it was really a fantastic place.
den the next one is er...lady's boy. =/ the aquas. i was kinda put off by them. and then still gt those who went to change their gender. ><><><>< it is not like i m totally against them or sth it is just that first time seeing them...really feeling kinda weird.
and well i think bangkok really uses all modes of transport: sea by boat, land by car, sky by their skytrain. now only left underground. but i think that their underground is fill with shopping you know those basement lolx.
this trip is kinda fulfilling. i spend all four days shopping. and it is really scary! lolx.
anyway, here are some pictures:
and i touched the elephants! =D
this is Wat Arun. the temple of Dawn. it is damn high and the stairs were damn steep. i was having cold feet totally.
they actually sell squrriels in their markets.
this is in dreamland (theme park) and this is the giant's house. and i m sitting in the ladle. haha
this is the palace. damn nice right.
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Friday, December 14, 2007
12/14/2007 02:43:00 pm
3A class CHALET! --- SUCCESSFUL!
WOOTS!
3A class chalet is officially over! and i feel that it is the most successful class chalet i have ever organised.
year 1 - place too small
year 2 - bbq no fire
year 3 - place big enough, fire started early, everyone can eat! =D
well maybe this year's prob was the hmmm...hygene...the place is seriously seriously dirty! =/ LOL but next year it will be better!!! really really really. i just hope that next year the treasurers will do a better job so that i dun have to worry about not being paid back the money used to bk the chalet. and i will also try to bk earlier so that it will be less ex. +)
haiz. this time ate a lot lor...gonna be a pig soon ><><><>< IT IS HEAVY!!! and thank you charmaine for the nice bag! =) it is really beautiful. thank you i will get you sth from bangkok? haha
oh yea and we went to arcade...lolx bbq, it was kinda boring but i learnt quite a lot. i learnt how to play bridge. all thanks to hui peng and xue qiang lolx. and i won quite a lot of times. and most imptantly i know how to shuffle the cards already. thanks to huipeng! =) you know that kinda very fanciful one...lolx where you divide the pack into half and den you shuffle it...LOL. i hope you understand but yea. so glad i learnt how to do that. and veron! i love your cards! haha
hmm...this time chalet i really want to thank those ppl who turned up and made this chalet possibly. i was still rather scared that no one will turn up...haiz. yea but now =D i m glad. and really appreciate it!
i will upload the photos on flickr, and den you all can go and see! XD but still...here is almost a class photo ba.
waa!!! jiaxu wanna be a superhero!!! HAHA
and the bbq...did i mention it was me and xuqiang who started the fire? lolx. it was cool!
and us. =D
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007
12/12/2007 09:54:00 am
3A chalet.
haiz, charm came back and den i m going off to chalet and bangkok. =/
anyway...will be off at downtown east from 12.12-14.12. its kinda nice to keep writing 12.12 lolx. 12 is a nice number. and haiz...gonna carry lots of things up the train...ppl are going to stare AHHH. damn malu just thinking of it. =/
oh wells. tata for now~
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Tuesday, December 11, 2007
12/11/2007 02:37:00 pm
WELCOME BACK CHARMAINE! =D
ahh...charmaine you are finally home! =)
today was going to and fro from home to imm for like two times. =/ gt to get the food for tmr's bbq. but we did not have enough money >< still have to thank ariel, grace, eileen and kc for making themselves available today so that we can get some of the food ready. den after that i went home to put the stuffs den i went back to imm again to get the air ticket. did i mention? i m going to bangkok from 15.12 to 18.12. i m gonna miss debates and el chalet =/
yesterday went out with chloe to study at holland v starbucks. oh man its been really long since i last talk to her, so we chatted and we studied. den after that supposed to meet jiamin and zhiying one but den zhiying gt sick >< (zhiying must take care!!!) and den well I M SO SORRIE JIAMIN!!! >< jiamin gt lost cuz i gave her the wrong direction...really really very sorry. but den yea we chatted, we ate at swensens. ohhhh...i spent a lot but i was really very happy. i kept my mind out of my mouth. lolx. that sounded wrong but nvm =)
and lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAWEI! lolx. you are sixteen and you can do lots of stuff already haha. ;)
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Sunday, December 09, 2007
12/09/2007 03:42:00 pm
the holes in my mouth.
=/ i plucked my teeth. and they are really big...so now i have a big big hole in my mouth! =/ haiz. starting to regret...will this hole be too big to cover? haiz. i really dunno...it feels weird i dun want to go through it again but den i have one more time...the other side. this time is only the left side there is still the right side =/ haiz...
my teeth...
charm is coming back today!!! WOOT! =D looking forward to meeting you charm :)
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Saturday, December 08, 2007
12/08/2007 08:29:00 pm
Mr Magorium's Wonder Emporium
today went with jiamin and her fren to watch this movie. it was a rather weird and $-waste movie (because today's ticket is 9.50><) anyway, the main thing about this movie (i think) is to have faith in yourself ba. once you believe in yourself, everything will be alright...everything will be magical. only when you have faith in yourself.
today also had garage sales at toh guan road. busniess was rather good, i mean we gt $70++ over. so it should be considered good right? lolx sold most of the socks, bags, cups, glassware...etc. =D but den daddy's bks aren't sold out yet =/ and well i gt a notice board. there was this store which was selling 1000 pieces jigsaw puzzle for $1!!! it is only ONE BUCK! it was a picture of winnie the pooh whole family. awww...it was so cheap when i wanted to buy, it was GONE! =/ haiz. not fated to have it ba. lolx
i miss charm. tmr she will be coming back, yet it will be the day that i m plucking my teeth. though i feel scared...i kinda believe that i can trust dr koh. i hope everything will be alright tmr...can i listen to the radio while he is plucking my teeth? =/
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12/08/2007 12:26:00 am
haiz.
lolx i dunno what to name this post...and 'haiz' sighed.
today watched finish goong...and i cried again...lolx its so rare that i will cry at a rewatch discs...but yea i cried. i just can't stand it so i was sitting there and crying...=/
still rmb how i was so affected by it? lolx. yea...i was very affected by it and i think i still m because i still feel numb inside. emo? depress?
just heard the song that was in the discs that haiman wanted me to burn (well i 'accidentally' ripped the disc into my comp). it brought back lots of memories. my heart just froze there for a while but the person i viewed was different. not heem...it was different. it was scary.
today went to mr toh's tuition. it was different. different way of teaching. i dunno if i will like this way of teaching...i dunno if i can get use to this way of thinking. maybe daddy said it correctly...i should just try to open my mind and accept new things...maybe i just should maybe using the textbk izzt that bad after all...at least someone is tutoring me i mean it is not like i have no tuition at all...maybe having a friendly teacher is not bad after all...i mean at least can ask whatever i want to ask. but the answer is not that good...not as good as it used to be. den what should i do? but den studies...grades are always base on self i should not be basing on teachers. still rmb the words that mr chen first said when he steppeed into my class for his first lsn with us? he sae that whatever we are studying, we are studying on our own and the teachers are just there to help like he was just there to help. getting help from one more person is already very good. hester dun ask for more! yea maybe i shouldn't be thinking so much.
oh yea and den tmr we have the garage sell (i dunno if i spelled it correctly). and if i m not wrong it should be at toh guan road. those who are interested in buying cheap stuffs can always come! =D
ok this is a 180 degree change from the emo gal lolx. yea...well thank you. though i dunno why i m saying thank you just wanna sae thank you for those who are reading and being my listener...=) though you dun really listen but yea at least you are here to read? lolx
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Friday, December 07, 2007
12/07/2007 12:43:00 am
another day
looking through facebook, the new application that lixin invited me: calender. yea...den...was flipping to april...and i saw on the 7th april, the label, 'my birthday! =)' oh man i smiled at that. =D it brings back memories. i rmb, if i m not wrong should be sec 2, on my birthday, i was writing in my dairy, 'MY BIRTHDAY! =)' gf walked past and den he peered into my dairy and sae 'so zi lian ah. who will write my birthday like that one' (he said sth similar to that). lolx. yea he said that...i mean it was totally embarrassing for me...(at tat time) and well...i still continue writing just that i won't forgt what he said. lolx. yea...haiz. memories. flashback. i rmb after he said that i was damn pissed at him and den charm also scolded him or sth if i m not wrong. lolx. memories.
this other day of the hols, i think i m wasting it i was watching goong...but it is the only thing that can keep my mind from other thing...=/ i haben revise physics yet...i m doing the last gong han...haiz. i nid to give the present. i nid to return the discs. i nid to get my log sheet signed. damn ther are lots of things to do and yet i was still watching goong. =/ what m i doing WASTING MY TIME!!! ><
haiz. let's see...three more days to charm's return to singapore. ! =D i m going to countdown. but omg that is a day of my tooth plucking...=/
anyway last night i had a weird dream...it was weird because i dreamt ppl dying...i was crying when i woke up. =/ cring again...maybe cuz i wasn't crying for a long time? not sure lah.
back to my gong han =.=
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Wednesday, December 05, 2007
12/05/2007 10:40:00 pm
what do stars do the best?
today's movie was good: stardust.
the end of the world is the start of another world...the world of magic...the world behind the wall. =D dun ask me where this came from (it is not the movie lolx) just some random feeling, emotions after watching the movie.
reality is not as wonderful as it seems; there are protection against magic; men are all selfish; love is the most wonderful thing in the universe; and of cuz...
stars shines...
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Monday, December 03, 2007
12/03/2007 08:30:00 pm
my THIRD failure class outing
=/ today is 'supposedly' 2b class outing. and yet only let's see five ppl turn up? which include: eileen, me, jhosy, jj and geri. well geri was late. and den haiz. five ppl what can we do...lolx. it was rather boring. and ahhh...my third failure one. the first two are class outing for 2b and 3a during the june hols. now this. =/ we went orchard. i don't really blame those who have valid reasons so can't turn up. but those without valid reasons ah...ahhh...really feel like bashing them up!
anyway here are the pictures:
eileen and me=D
me and jhosy! [oh man i took a long time to persuade her to take a photo with me. haha]
JJ! haha the only guy there.
geri and jhosy (the besties!)
don't worry lah you all look damn chio ;)
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the neoprint that we took.
managed to get jj to get down =)
<<<< pls take note that the date here is TOTALLY wrong.
today, we also met mr choy in sch for the maths thingy. well i dun even know if we are doing the right thing...well at least we started right? but den from what jiamin feedback, it seems like there are more than 100++ configurations. oh man did we start too late? what will happen if we din finish? =/
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12/03/2007 01:48:00 am
it was the 2nd dec
lolx. yea well now it is like 1am in the morn so it is supposed to be 2nd dec. haha.
anyway. been looking through the maths, battleship, and seriously feeling rather scared...i m not sure what we are supposed to do..the maths on p=np thingy is really complex. the only thing that i gather is that maths has gt some relations with decision making. =/ which is not exactly a good find, though it fascinated me...i really wonder how they do it. the past two years hwachong group, jiawei your group =/ i think you all totally scam lor. but well yea their topic was simple and really i guess in-depth? well i m not sure...but looking at what i have here now, i feel really scare and i really regret starting so late. we really nid to rush through, throughout dec...into jan...haiz. i dun wanna disappoint mr choy...><
tmr, which is in a way today, there is 2b outing. its been real long since i went out with 2b, will definitely treasure this time...but i hope that most of them will turn up though it does not seem to be the case...=/
urgh. seems to be an emo day ahead. but oh wells maybe i m just too slpy. nid to wake up EARLY!!! =/ alright...nites...
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Saturday, December 01, 2007
12/01/2007 07:41:00 pm
timeline challenge! =D
today's timeline challenge RV totaly OWNED! lolx. the top three groups were all from RV. and this included US!!! haha. we gt in third for the whole thing, which is together with the first round, second round the the crossword. lolx. it was really really cool. and we all totally STUN!. lolx. i mean seriously...rv totally owned.
well we ran round the whole cbd. well not exactly all but den we covered places like chinatown, bugis, esplanade, city area, central, suntec, etc. and most of them by foot. i really would like to thank my group mates: ariel and jianqin, and also the little angels that went with us. Sanee, who was rather dark but he is really a normal guy who know how to speak chinese? lolx. and the motherly celia who kept telling us to drink water. haha. it was all thanks to their guidance that we managed to return as the fifth group. lolx. thank you for your encouragements!
it was real cool, and i really realised that singapore is real small. all the tourist attraction locations all can be found by WALKING! lolx. yuppx BIG DISCOVERY! haha.
and guess what we gt as 3rd prize? lolx. it was $100 swensen voucher!!! they are really good. the second prize was $200 levi's voucher and the first prize was $300 creative voucher. omg they are really really good...lolx.
=D this is cool.
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