Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

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Thursday, August 31, 2006
8/31/2006 08:12:00 pm

return to sv =)

=) it's been so long since i went back to sv. lolx think i haben been my self today i mean i forgt to bring my PENCILCASE home and my bottle is with charmaine. omg i feel so sorrie...i mean my pencilcase how will i do without you...boohooohoo... and charm i m so sorrie that you had to bring my bottle home...sorrie.

anyway i went back to sv saw my 6b classmates the guys all grew up and more handsome lolx and the gurls still the same. i find shihui super beautiful that i felt very sorrie for myself of not taking care of my appearance at all. i realise that with the 6b gurls i m really like on the different key. lolx talking about different things and all that...but still i really miss them.

done very badly for my tests. so i will work hard. i want to work hard and i MUST work hard jiayou jiayou jiayou

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Wednesday, August 30, 2006
8/30/2006 07:38:00 pm

my worries

i m grateful to both grace and ariel for listening to my despressing story...i said my three worries were friends, class and CID. now i want to amend it there...actually it is not so much of class...but it is more of studies!!! omg omg omg i really really really dunnoe wat to say...except...i sux. i sux in chi i sux in maths and i sux in chem. i really love these three subjects and want to score in them...i really...i really want to do my best...and i feel that i did not which make me really regret...boohoohoo...

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Friday, August 25, 2006
8/25/2006 10:15:00 pm

been long

=) been long since i updated. just din noe wat to write...been very very very busy this week and for the following week it will be the same. will be going to jap from the eleventh nov till nineteenth nov. i m really afraid that it will clash with THIMUN and i won't be able to go. i really hope i can go. haiz...japan leh...if cancel my ticket have to pay hundred US dollar...haiz...

so happy el finally have a production though it is not a public event but i m still very happy. =) finally el have some improvement and i can feel myself improving... still m very scared that my old trouble will come back and haunt me again. wat if i offend anyone? will they start hating me? haiz...

teachers' day is coming which means seeing pri sch classmates time. its been real long since i step into sv...wonder if everything has changed much...really really envy the time in pri sch...the freedom...without the different committments...lolx. been thinking a lot of the past. just now i went to my grandma's house i saw my old house fridge. lolx rmb the times when i have to take this wooden tall tall chair to see the top fo the fridge...but now...the fridge is until my nose. lolx look how much i had grown...haiz...time passes fast. EOYs are coming...really will miss 2b...i dunno about the rest of the class...but i noe that times will not be the same again next year if we change class...and i will definitely miss the times i have with charm... the funny, difficult and the encouraging moments when we are together...haiz...

lolx using too much '...' =)

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Sunday, August 20, 2006
8/20/2006 10:35:00 pm

no hair to comb le XD

lolx yuppx today i cut my hair short =) i finally decided to cut after comforting myself that i have many years to go and i can keep it anytime i want...well i prove that i can keep it...=P hehe...i think i like short hair better...dun i look better ??? lolx you still haben see me yet and i m not going to take a pic of myself and post it down here so...er look out for me in school ;)

did i mention that my following week is going to be a busy week? lolx dun think i did anyway i will be having ccas on three days and den left two days. tmr will be hsk hsk hsk. chi chi chi. den on wed hmmm...gt a feeling will be thimun. well i dun mind meeting that IMF guy but den i realise that i will need infor or else mei mian zi. yea...so going to do research now. and er...today is sunday. ?!?!?! today is sunday?! omg omg omg i nid to pack my bag. gotcha ;) lolx cya

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Thursday, August 17, 2006
8/17/2006 04:31:00 pm

confessions

today when charm and i went home, we kinda make a joke...ok it is a joke a very very very big one. firstly, we saw this couple from school and wanted to follow them...so we walk walk walk behind them and...you noe i brought this very big box to school and so i nid to bring it back...and charm was also holding fragile things. so can you imagine, two aunties holding their shopping basket just back from the market being detectives following their daughter and son? lolx yuppx we were like this and it was like so funny that i and charm can't stop laughing...

den after that we crossed the bridge, and den they walked to the other bus stop so we followed. den when they were almost there, we were just halfway there den a bus with the number '6' on it. i tot it was 963 so we ran back to the other bus stop cuz we also saw them running for this bus. and yea...charm den told me that she tot it was only two digits. in the end it was like 61 >< lolx yea we walked there secretly and we ran back me with a box and her with her plastic bag. lolx it was very very funny...and it helped me clear my frustration.

thankyou charm for making me so happy today. =)

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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
8/16/2006 08:31:00 pm

a frustrating day

ello everyone. =) three days since i blogged. XP

anyway today...very frustrated. firstly there is the dedication of songs thingy. i have no idea at all wat songs are suitable and ta-da i have to write it...secondly, i was in for the sc investiture thingy. yes i said i wanted to go but den after that there was dance and i seriously can't make it. and i had a huge trouble finding someone else to go. i seriously needed to do dance cuz it is like the np-s are having their atc and there is like omg...four np de in my group...luckily charm din go. no off but needed her accompany...so it is like today is the best time. den ariel drop me another bomb...she said she needed to do cip on sat and i was like...omg omgomg in the morn she has dance and in the afternoon she has cip and wat about cid? we nid to like hand in two weeks later and now we are like haben do the models yet. do you noe how desperate i m? i change the timing of cid to morn 9 yea but looks like none is coming. >< ariel...how could you? do you noe how much i was looking forward to a time when i can really talk to you? it has been real long since we really talk. it's been so long since i have gone home with you...its been so long and you were so busy. boohoohoo...den after school had dance...and the floor was darn dusty...no off but look so dirty now.

anyway decided to cut my hair can't stand the long hair type of me anymore. ><

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Monday, August 14, 2006
8/14/2006 08:33:00 pm

life

i dunno about things...but i only know that these few days i have been wondering about friends...hyporcrites...and feel that they are really creepy...you really don't know what they are thinking and all that. no i dun think i m around any of them now...but who knows about the future...ahhh...it is depressing...ok it is sick. cya

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Friday, August 11, 2006
8/11/2006 10:10:00 pm

thankyou

=) over here i wanna thank ariel who...really tried your best to change the subject and when i m feeling bad and all that...really thank you...and also to grace who answered my doubts and to the both of them who really din bother with me asking them so many same questions...haiz...really thankz

thankyou for making my life so much easier...thankyou

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Wednesday, August 09, 2006
8/09/2006 10:21:00 pm

Happy Birthday SINGAPORE!!!

woot!!! Singapore is 41 years old already! lolx. happy birthday singapore.

today as i sat in front of the tv and watch the NDP with my cousins, i can really feel singaporeans' highness...well i was high lolx. i love singapore. Mr LeeKuanYew is getting older...and as i look at him...i really felt proud to have in as one of us. if there weren't Mr Lee i wonder how singapore will be like...haiz...i really really respect him.

lolx anyway...happy birthday singapore!

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Friday, August 04, 2006
8/04/2006 08:46:00 pm

i dun admitting this...

i really dun like admitting this but...if i sae that i dun care if you all four had rings and i m the only one who dun have rings...i m bluffing you. i really feel very pressurised that you all have rings and that...yea...it is the pressure...

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Wednesday, August 02, 2006
8/02/2006 08:15:00 pm

national day skit (SARS!!!)

lolx i m so proud of my class 2bizarre =)))) lolx yuppx today we had our auditions for the skit and =) i feel that 2b did very well!! *applause* to others it might be bad, but to us, we all think that it was very very very good cuz we only started rehearsing today during maths lsn which is our last second lsn. ms zeng and ms khang was so kind to allow us to use their lsn to rehearse. they are so so so nice!!! thank you ms zeng and ms khang!!! if it weren't for two kind and nice teacher, i believe we won't be able to make it for the auditions. yea...we just started today and most of them memorise their lines le. i m so proud of them...but er..i also want to apologise for my shouting and cutting during the rehearsals...i noe that i was very rude...and i have no rights to disturb the rehearsals. i m so sorrie. i was so scared that we weren't be able to make it...but still i trusted 2b and yuppx here we are done with the auditions. the results will be out on friday and very looking forward...there will be 1 sec2 class chosen only right? i dun really care if we got in or wat...all i cared was that i had fun when watching the script that i wrote was performed and we all tried. we all tried very hard. i m very grateful to all sec2b =) thankz.

oh yea another good news!!! we got first for our cheer!!! woots! woots! woots! lolx. tie with 2e yuppx and we got second for star hunt and third for star bonding. well though 2i got the first in the level, i m still very glad that we at these prizes. 2b is the best! we had went through so much and i really really bonded with 2b le. i love 2b and i dunno how i m going to leave them when at end of the year...haiz...

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