Total Eclipse of the Heart;

~~Tuesday, September 26, 2006~~

9/26/2006 08:27:00 pm

Sing. Idol II

omg omg omg i really really can't believe it. i mean jon is like so style so supportive of singapore music so singapore and he can really represent sing why can't he be the idol??? :'( after hearing the results yesterday really felt like bursting into tears...jon was so much better...boohooohoo i really can't believe it. but still i think taufik is the best! >) lolx i mean he is cool and his high and low pitch is perfect unlike...hady... X/ no one is better than taufik and jon is the second best =)

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Monday, September 25, 2006~~

9/25/2006 04:42:00 pm

Singapor Idol!

woot! yesterday watched jon and hady performed! through the tv - - yea anyway i think they both rocks though i support jon more =P he is hmmm...quite like sly. dun really like that point but i think his vocals rocks lolx. as for hady ah...hmmm...dun like his first song...love his last song. as wat eileen said. chain reaction. like taufik now like hady lolx gonna prove her wrong and that jonathan leong rocks and he will always be my singapor idol other than taufik +) heard that he gt a new album...wonder if it is true...lolx ok i m noob can easily go and check it out.

EOYs are here and i m freakingly scared...paper 1 of eng and chi over le the up comming one is hist. today's hist assignment, last quest I DIN READ THE QUES PROPERLY!!! i only read the first part but i din read the second part --- "How reliable is Source D in showing the cruelty of the Tsar" do you noe what i read as? ---"How reliable is Source D" so in de end the last ques all seven marks GONE!!! boohoohoo...why m i so careless??? boohoohoo...aaahhh nid to study hist liao cya. X//

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Friday, September 22, 2006~~

9/22/2006 09:08:00 pm

busy week

EOYs are coming. chi and eng paper ones are over. too fast to be true. omgomgomg lolx.

yea EOYs are here! for the past week been mugging compo - - i noe you can't mug compo but just reading ba. i don't know just know that i was really really tired and m so glad that the week is over. having troubles with the chalet booking. cus gf can't book it so er yea...but luckily in the end we book the aloha loyang chalet le =) it is from 29th-31st Oct. sure wil be looking forward. will also be preparing games and i m very confident in myself that we will have a better chalet than last year =) also know that...been so long since i last time really talk to my el buddies. really miss them. i wonder if they miss me >< today just had chem quiz and slept real late last night. this week's three main things is: 1. EL and CHI paper I 2. CHEM quiz 3. flash. yeah talking about flash, this today just used mrs wong's comp to do flash lolx. in school till 6pm. den after take bus to jurong den after that took car home. felt really glad to be working with charm to be honest. at least it won't be like last year that i have to face everything alone. last year's was terrible...

must jiayou le X EOYs coming so nid to study. haben been online for really long. so =) must work hard ah...lolx

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Saturday, September 16, 2006~~

9/16/2006 10:34:00 pm

changed

maybe i m more sensible now...
maybe i forgt about the enjoyment in life...
maybe...i am just running away and hiding...
i dunno but i noe i changed...

as i read her blog...i was back into the type of feeling i had maybe a few months ago.

a few months ago, i would think that shopping is fun...
a few months ago, i would think that gossiping is cool and interesting...
a few months ago, i would think that walking around a without any aim is enjoyable...

but now it is just all different...

i can't stand the shopping, the noise, the walking around without any aim. i feel that i have more impt thing to do, things like hwk and maybe studying. As i gt exposed more to the reality of the outside world and not only to my small school, i feel that i have bigger things to do than just walking around. i had to fight proverty! lolx. yea

but as i read her blog. i feel those old feelings back, i feel her love in him and i just went back to before. i should grow up. i want to be sensible and put all these feelings away. the truth is i m guilty of always taking her away from where she wants to be just to do things that i want to do. aren't i just selfish?

today, i saw her face of uncertainty...
today, i saw her face of not wanting...

YET i still did that...did i do it correctly?

before i read her blog, it was a perfect yes, but after...i feel that i was bad...she did not want to yet just cuz of me she did that...maybe i shouldn't expect so much from her...she seems so strong at the front...yet i had never noe she felt like this inside...

i did the right thing for my sake but not hers...sorrie charm...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Friday, September 15, 2006~~

9/15/2006 08:58:00 pm

updating...

lolx yuppx i FINALLY updated. not that i dun want to update lah it is just that its been a busy week and i m so glad it is back to school cuz...I FINALLY GT BACK MY PENCIL BOX!! lolx yea...and hmmm...EOYs coming... and lastly CID DONE!!! i can't believe it it is actually done i mean finish no more cid for the next three months woot!!! all exams now...lolx ok nid to do flash le >< lolx anyway will update soon lah

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Sunday, September 10, 2006~~

9/10/2006 06:14:00 pm

school reopening

woot finally!!! i m so looking forward to this day...hehe finally my pencilbox will be back to me!!! yea i really miss my pencilbox. =) lolx this hol issn't like a hol to me at all it is just committments and more committments including school EOY...haiz...it is coming and i m super scared...i broke down last night...in front of my parents. i was stress i think crying is my only way of de-stressing myself. anyway must wish me good luck for my EOY hor. =)

to you:
i dunno why but i noe that we are not as close as before. i really don't want it to happen...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Wednesday, September 06, 2006~~

9/06/2006 07:54:00 pm

bi-cultural

today went for the bi-cultural day camp. lolx quite interesting lah. i still rmb the pig and because of that stupid pig who dun want to cross the bridge we had to do so many things and memorise the whole thing yucky! but it is kinda sad that we din do any xiaoshuo or novels...boohoohoo =) anyway enjoyed myself realise xiuhan is very cute =P and den i m very scared of cold and today's movie is like so nice =) lolx cya soon

haiz...too bad the auntie dun want to open the classroom door so...my POOR pencil box is still lying on the floor ='( how could i have forgotten to bring it home??? boohoohooo...anyway i told mrs tan to book the chalet le just hope that she din forgt ba =) will be planning games during the chalet. let's just hope that that will be the most memorable last chalet of 2b =) ok nid to do hwk le later cannot finish den =/ lolx. cya

expressing the emptiness inside me..