Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

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hest borned on 07.04.xxxx, crazily in love with maths and dogs. is labelled nerdy and hardworking need of frens =D totally treasure them.

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Tuesday, August 07, 2007
8/07/2007 10:25:00 pm

numb

when you sae you dislike the sch, i wonder if you sing the sch song.
when you sae you are not proud to be a singaporean, i wonder if you sing the national anthem.
does it make a difference to singing the song or not? to me, yes. to others, it might be no.

suddenly feel so lonely...away from the world...apart from so many things. feeling helpless and totally...'am i alive?'
this numbness...maybe rep the start of my mood swing...but i hate this loneliness...i want to talk it out...but who? mummy jus came back from work...daddy won't understand...he is off to bed...no one online is suitable for me to talk to...everyone is busy...
at first i wanted to sae...just sae it out..there is no where else except this place.

lonliness...
alone...
here...

expressing the emptiness inside me..