broke down. finally.

yes. finally i broke down. i can't stand it any longer. i cried in front of my mother...in the middle of a food court. after talking to charm, i realised how pathetic i was. so i can't stand it. i think if i din cry out, one day, my hair will all turn white...cuz i would have thought too much throughout my years. i somehow found out that (after talking to mummy) that most of my worries are not worries at all. like she and my dad's relationship. oh wells. adults matters, xiao hai zhi bu yao guan. =) oh wells. i guess i do feel better now...

today was sc investiture. looking at them taking photos and all that i somehow think that this patch of leaders that rv have is really able to bring rv to a greater height. i m not sure...mayb there are really some of them who are really unhappy, but den i think overall, this year's investiture is really a successful one. cuz i guess everyone really interacted. but den i still think that there should not be a gap between the different committee. hope that pres and vp will do sth aboutt this prob. looking at them. i smiled.

yupx the smiling theory again. today as i sat in the el studio, not talking, just sitting in the middle of 'no where' and just watched them and really grace had the essence of being a bimbo. lolx. i do learn my lsns well jere. haha. oh wells. teachers' day is coming. hols are coming. exams are coming.

*breathe in**breathe out*

and i shall do my best. and overcome this difficult time of mine. it is already the end of the year hester, you can do it and you MUST! jiayoux. must really jiayoux.