back from obs

i just realised that i dun like this blogskin. =.= i will definitely get it changed when i have the time...if i have the time.

oh well been back for the second day le yet it is only then that i am typing here, going to list out everything that i did. i dunno i have been like avoiding blogging...oh well maybe the blogskin plays a part.

obs was....fun, interesting, and yes, i have learnt many things there, so many life skills that i dun think i will ever forgt...maybe i will forgt who taught me...how i experienced it...but generally i dun think i will forgt...i will rmb it for life.

i want to thank zippy, my instructor. i really really really miss her a lot. she personalised all the stories and make it sound so meaningful and really...i learn better with stories. i also want to thank my team -- battuta. if we were ever a team again, i hope we can cooperate like before and really work hard together. we are a special watch.

i can feel that my mindset had changed. i dunno how it has changed but i do know now that i see everything with an inner eye...with a happy eye...with a positive attitude...i hope it will last. and i do want it to last. Yes, obs do make a difference.

so you may ask, what did we do there that well changed me so much. i dun deny that it is tough, it is tiring, it is very dirty, but from all this you will get to experience lsns that you will not learn in school, life skills that does not come so easily to you...

we kayaked. we walked. we slept in tents. we cooked our own food. we moved as a watched. we slept without brushing our teeth. we slept without bathing. we slept in a place where there wasn't any light or water. we went back to basic. we carried on responsibility that was not easy. we worked as a team. that is why...obs is memorable. =D

appreciation...sth that i have learnt deeply here. i learnt moral knowledge...and seriously it is learning through experience. i dunno what to sae now...just feel that everyone should experience that at least once in a life time...experience the hardship and so we will get to appreciate the sunshine we have.

quoted from zippy (and reminded by eileen): 'We don't get what we want, we get what we get.' on the first day, zippy told us that our five days in obs can be as bad as hell, and it can also be as enjoyable as heaven. it is all up to us, up to us how we look at it, how we see it. i m very proud to sae that i have enjoyed myself, and i did not live in misery for the five days. i tried every activity and will continue to face every single challenges in life head on. lolx. well not exactly head on, but i will try my best. and perserve on.

now i m tanner, and more positive and well i dun have the study mood. which is BAD. oh wells. i nid to blend both type of life together and i want to do it well.

zippy rox. battuta forever. obs unforgettable. =)