another life fact that i understand today

this might not be a very new life understanding for me just that..i want to keep it here so that i won't forget.

today was angry with my dad cuz he anyhow put the umbrella at the back of the seat and it was drizzling so i rushed in and my shoe gt stuck at the handle of the umbrella that somehow tore a bit of the sole of my shoe. well...was very mad cuz it is only the fifth day of school and my new school shoe was like...tore? well den my mum told me to cool down and that i should not be angry with a simple reason of he is already doing sth for me (fetching me home) and yet i m angry and scolded him for sth like tearing the sole of my shoe... she told me her story. there was once her younger brother helped her to wash clothes. and you noe in the past, lfe was poor, with little money to buy nice clothes. and just nice my uncle was washing my mum's fave clothes, her best clothes, yet he washed till the colour ran. my mum was so angry that she scolded him very hashly. in the end she was scolded by her grandmother which is my great grand mother. she sae that my uncle was helping her to do sth yet she scolds him. well it is really not much of sense when you just read it like that but once you go back and you think about it...actually he was really helping you and you shouldn't scold him...cuz he was doing you a favour. i understand my mistake le. and if anyone seeing me making this mistake again, pls remind me...sth i really can be like so...so irritated or frustrated that i don't care about anything...well..sorrie to those whom i have offended before. sorrie

anyways. this whole week is busy busy busy. >< today gt to miss cca boo!!!! yuppx miss cca cuz nid to go nanhua. met this very funny gal well she talk a lot and talk very fast and really laugh a lot. lolx. she is very nice but...i din manage to catch her name >< think i have to miss cca on fri again ><

its been five days in class without charms. i still dunno if i can make it anot...i really miss her alot...miss her sitting next to me esp. i really hope she make new frens in her class. but dun forget me hor. =/

ask...TuF everything is getting into my head now and it is like...too overwhelming although i still dunno how to use them in real life...well i think i still nid time to really 'regulate' them around so that i will really understand and really use them usefully.

so glad that sv juniors came to rv and they are also interested in eldds =) so happy. really hope to see them in el in the future i will definitely take care of them =) haiz. no matter wat...still miss 6b that time of really innocent faces and the dun-nid-to-care-so-much life. also miss 0.5b where everyone was really comfortable with everyone and there weren't so much conflicts in the end and that we are really happy around each other...the time when we fought our way through the rough sec1 year when we were stranger to everyone....miss you friends. i really hope that 3atomicapples will be acceptive and united in the end. i hope conflicts could end and we can work towards a common goal which is having a united class.