Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

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Monday, November 06, 2006
11/06/2006 09:56:00 am

"nightmares"

woke up wanting to cry. i dunno why...maybe cuz of the dream...

firslty i dreamt that he is going to the middle east side...den after that i dreamt of him (another person) following me, making me so irritated...den after that he began following my another fren...which make me feel abit envious. den after that i dreamt that i was in the same class as ariel and grace. it was in that afternoon, i was packing my things and when i turned to look at their seats i round them to be empty, i was so fed up and i was complaining to someone else whom i dun really rmb, because they din wait for me to leave the class together. den after that they came back, i was crying and i was saying that i hate them for leaving me here, and i think grace was worried and ariel was angry. this dream was all in a mess...and i woke up in the mess...it feels so real...really realised that i hate the feeling of being leave out...i dunno...but feel that i m not suited in that place...in them between...and i long for an older brother...it is so confusing that i m also confused.

i feel so out.

expressing the emptiness inside me..