been long

=) been long since i updated. just din noe wat to write...been very very very busy this week and for the following week it will be the same. will be going to jap from the eleventh nov till nineteenth nov. i m really afraid that it will clash with THIMUN and i won't be able to go. i really hope i can go. haiz...japan leh...if cancel my ticket have to pay hundred US dollar...haiz...

so happy el finally have a production though it is not a public event but i m still very happy. =) finally el have some improvement and i can feel myself improving... still m very scared that my old trouble will come back and haunt me again. wat if i offend anyone? will they start hating me? haiz...

teachers' day is coming which means seeing pri sch classmates time. its been real long since i step into sv...wonder if everything has changed much...really really envy the time in pri sch...the freedom...without the different committments...lolx. been thinking a lot of the past. just now i went to my grandma's house i saw my old house fridge. lolx rmb the times when i have to take this wooden tall tall chair to see the top fo the fridge...but now...the fridge is until my nose. lolx look how much i had grown...haiz...time passes fast. EOYs are coming...really will miss 2b...i dunno about the rest of the class...but i noe that times will not be the same again next year if we change class...and i will definitely miss the times i have with charm... the funny, difficult and the encouraging moments when we are together...haiz...

lolx using too much '...' =)