Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

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Tuesday, April 25, 2006
4/25/2006 06:33:00 pm

my thoughts

i think i have really found two frens who have the same passion and interest as me. though we are of different heights and different character, we are at the same growth stage and i really really really feel very very comfortable with them around...we can go shopping and den come back with the same things (i hope! hahs) well...yea the things that we like are almost the same and our thinking are alike too...which make it so rare and...comforting...and nice! i really enjoy being with them...i love them!! =)

oh yea and den hor...he sms-ed den he called...i miss him all over again...i was getting over him and den he came back...juz to find out how i m now...well i was happy at first den i started thinking...did he do all those to make me feel miserable? well when was he ever good...haiz...but still i m very very very glad that he did these...at least i noe he still rmb-ed my no...hahs...yeah...i realise why i loved him so much before...well it is cuz he is not sarcastic and treats me really well...and he is so darn sweet...i could bite him off hahs...yeah...gosh i m not helping myself forgetting him at all...haiz...

yeah den i think all the guys i meet flirts you noe well tell me which guy don't flirt? haiz...he just omg...one time can like so many ppl. after knowing this i really felt disgusted...how can? tell me, how can you ever do that? haiz...still feeling disgusted...he is still over his heels with a gal and he sae that. who can ever be so disgusting? omg omg omg i juz HATE him. he is a JERK!

oh yeah, then there is this debates, we are going to have a briefing tmr...haiz...feeling so sad can't go out with her to get persent for her. haiz...it has been long since i went out with her...haiz...but still i think EL RAWKZ!!! =P i dun really know if i can speak well enough to go out there and debates. as you all know my english speaking SUX!!! so how can i even put my points across clearly? haiz...better wish me good luck!

den today CID...omg i was so darn embarrassed...i noe it is good that a teacher praises you but den in front of so many ppl want me to stand up and sae how we do things...it is like boasting yourself out to everyone else...haiz...i really really really feel very bad. wat if they treat me as enemies now? it is really not my fault for doing it so quickly...we started writing the report from the very start actually...it is really not my fault...haiz...i wonder when i will den clear this big big big big big big big big big big big...etc. cloud above my head and live under the clear sky...haiz...

expressing the emptiness inside me..