A COMP-LESS DAY!!!

haiz...yuppx so in the end i din go for the sc interview. i m feel really sorrie if i have let you down or what-so-ever, but yea i made up my mind and i din go for the interview, cuz of a reason my father said and that is, since i have already make up my mind not to be sc, so wat for waste everyone's time and go to the interview. i can let the chance to other ppl who are interested. den after that jj called...saying i was stupid...well i m not stupid...i just dun want to waste everyone's time. and sth that he said really... is true...i mean i did really wanted to be a sc last year...i wanted to be and yet now i have another chance but i just give it away...for friends and classes and ending up maybe offending many teachers and students. i dunno if wat i did is the correct thing or what, but i think that i have been giving up too many oppotunities of achieving my dreams, for friends and studies. there was another time when i was given the chance to rear a dog. it was during my pri school year. a cute doggie only at 50 dollars, even my dad agrees on it, but cuz of my studies, i gave up that chance. and now this sc thingy. i think i m really stupid lah...maybe i really m...

today in the morn on the comp, den realise comp cannot be on cuz the configuration system is all gone and den my c drive gt prob...so all my documents in there is GONE!!! can you believe it? it is GONE!!! haiz...so now i m still retyping my el script den muz wait till my father settle my new CPU den i can go on messenger...haiz...boohoohoo...every single thing there is gone...boohoohoo...haiz...so now i m at my dad's comp writing these...after writing halfway my script...boohoohoo...so today is not a really nice day...after all...

...pray hard i din ruin my life...