End of common test

yeah...finally it is the end of common test week yet...i dun feel the relaxation and relieve i m suppose to feel after the tests...instead i still feel very down...i dunno why...is my intuition always true? i dun want to noe cuz it is just so creepy...

maybe it is cuz of the sc interview tmr... and the ev interview in the after noon...well this is the first year i have attended so many interviews in about three months? wow. ev interview was just like wat i thought just that they was food and drinks i was shocked din really expected that...the school really takes good care of us. den the next troubling thing is the sc interview. omg lor...i dun wanna be sc why muz i go to the interview, cant i just tell the teacher in the face that i dun wanna be so why vote for me, vote for someone more deserving pls...

There are quite a lot of reasons why i dun wanna be sc. firstly, if i m a sc, den i will spend less time in class matters and i will not be as close to charm they all as now. secondly, if i m a sc, den i will spend a lot of time in school matters and den will go home late den no time for studies. as you noe i m not a very bright student, i base on my hardworking-ness to maintain the results...so it is like i need a lot of time to study so i can't be involve in many things...i dun want my grades falling. thridly, there are some very bad attitudes sc-es and i dun wanna be like them if i m a sc. i noe this is all about personal growth and all that, but i dun even want to take a chance of changing myself...i dun want...

yea...hope these three reasons are good enough reasons...but still i think tmr i m going to the interview but after that if i m in den i will be opting out for sure!!!