feeling really tired...

haiz...i dunno why but i think i m not myself lately...i dun rmb myself studying in lsns...i dun feel like doing project works...i m not as enthu as last time...i feel tired...i m not so active in class activities...i feel really tired...i feel that...it is not me...i feel that this is not hester lau...i feel that now this hester lau writing this thing is not the real hester lau...i dun want to be like slacky all over...i want to be the usual outspoken..and reponsible and...juz the usual me...not slacky...not blur...not forgetful...i really want to noe wat had happen to me...boohoohoo...i aren't my usual self at all...i feel sick and tired of this world...but i dun want to be like this...i want to be like last year...the always hyper and active hester (not really active...but at least beta den now...)!!! WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO ME???!!! i dun understand myself...well take this as a reflection for the past two weeks i m going to be the usual hester lau again...say bye bye to the old hester you see for the past two weeks...and sae hello to the one coming rite up!